My Life Written In Words

One whole year of ...

2010-05-30T21:47:00.004+08:00

Love

The beginning of 2010

2010-05-06T09:31:00.003+08:00

The beginning of this year started of with me doing my internship in the office called IDC located at Petaling Jaya. I tried looking for what I've always wanted to do but I failed hence, working at a place selected by UTAR. I would say that I did have a great time there although it was not what I've expected myself of doing. I get to meet new people, know more things from an entirely different industry and the list goes on. Even tough it is not what I've expected, I did enjoy every single moment of it!!

After my internship, I was on a trip with Dar and his friends to Langkawi.
The last time I remembered that place was 12 years ago when the island was still filled with mostly empty lands. The scenery, people, place of visit are all awesome ! The thing that was below my expectation is the Underwater World and also Laman Beras Terbakar ..
According to people who have been to the one in KLCC, they told me it was very much better ..
As for the Laman Beras Terbakar, who would have expected the place to be a housing area with a small little grassy place at the porch with a sign board saying "Beras Terbakar" and that's it?
Overall the trip was amazing and if I have the money next time, I would go snorkeling there !

Next trip would be Taiping and Penang which is coming up this Sunday! Wonders how is it going to be like!

After all these trips, I NEED A PART TIME JOB ! DESPERATELY !!! :(

Which is better ?

2009-11-06T23:05:00.004+08:00

At first , I think that this is something nice because I find it nice when you can find 2 puzzles that

can match each other .. Then later I came across something else and I realized that was also not too bad ..

Because I am unsure of what I want ... Now I am confused ! I need help !

Puzzle pieces or ....

looks better ? o_O

*note: All pictures are taken from google

Comparison

2009-09-10T12:57:00.002+08:00

Being compared by someone who is so close to you to someone who you hate so much .
How does it feel ?
I felt nothing but anger inside me .
Have you ever thought of how I felt before saying those words you said ?
Only when I told you then you realise .
Then after that you said everything was you fault that's why I am like that now .
What if I compare you to someone you dislike and hate so much and then later I tell you it is my fault that you act just like that person ?
How will you feel ?
Do you like that feeling ?
I can't tell how much of anger I have inside me now .
I don't feel like speaking to you .
Not even a word !

ARGHHH !!

Study Break !

2009-09-08T15:53:00.002+08:00

I have a week of study break since my final week of the semester is over ..
However, I am too lazy to study !!
Is like after having such a busy 14 weeks of classes and now is the time to relax but you have to study for finals !
Anyways, I'll be sitting for 4 exams this semester ..

Pengajian Malaysia - 15th Sept (2pm)
Animation - 17th Sept (9am)
History of Art & Design 2 - 19th Sept (9am)
Digital Audio & Video - 24th Sept (2pm)

First paper on the 15th and I haven't started anything !
Except Kesan Perjanjian Inggeris Belanda which I read because of my assignment !
I am sooooooooooooooo LAZY !

FUUUhhhhh !

2009-09-07T00:23:00.003+08:00

I've it wouldn't have been for you, I wouldn't have known her and found out so much ..
So I thank God for letting me know so much more things which you hid from me ! :D
Because you have hidden so many things from me, the first person that would lay their fist on you is not Kree or Vie ..
I would be proud to be the first ! :)
Come back to KL and you will get it ..
Or better yet when I see you that is what you get from me ..
A PUNCH NOT A SMILE !
BASTARD !

Whatever it is, I am happy that I have a new friend ! =D

Final Week Of My Year 2 Semester 2

2009-08-31T23:10:00.006+08:00

Is the end of the semester and I have 3 assignments due on the same week !
2 Down !
1 more haven't even started !
God Bless meeeeeeeeeeeee !

Digital Imaging Assignment 3

p/s: I love my model ! XD

Digital Imaging

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I am so dead !

Yesterday and Today

2009-08-26T23:55:00.006+08:00

Was sitting down at Chili's today with Mala, K-7 , Ezzy, Ezzy's Bf and Dar Dar after Kree left while Mala's daughters were having their fun time playing with their mother's scarf ..

We talked about a lot of things and then we came across one saying when a 2 person is in a relationship we must always learn how to give and take ..
I know saying it is easy but doing so is hard because everyone tends to want to have things their own way ..

At that point I thought about how things was for the past whereby I listen to that person and not myself every time which leads him stepping all over my head and beyond it ..
Then I was also thinking of how could I even tolerate it ?
I mean, for this current relationship .. I would listen to him at time but I also have my own opinion at the same time ..
How is it different now than before ? What makes it different this time ?

As for the other day, I was driving with Kree beside me and we were talking about something similar with what today's talk was about ..
She was telling me hers and I was telling her mine as how the past were ..
Not every past but just the recent one ..
It turn out that we both have the same kind of thinking ..
As in, is harder to trust people now as compared to before ..
Maybe the pain and heartache that was given by that one person will always remain as a scar that's why it is harder for me to believe in someone now ..
Maybe the pain and heartache that was given as a lesson to me so that I will thinking before believing in somebody ..

Until today afternoon, I still think about how things were if everything in the past didn't actually happen ..
If I were given the chance to choose it again, I would choose the same road that I've been through or else I wouldn't be able to meet such a wonderful person which I have in my life now who gives me 101% attention and make sure that everything is fine ..

Thanks Dar for being the one who;

Cares so much ,
Loves so much , and
Gives so much !!

Thanks for being such a great person that you are to me ~

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Pictures means A Thousand Words

2009-08-22T14:23:00.007+08:00

Chocolate Lounge - One Utama
Chocolate Affairs & Chocolate Milk Shake

Dar and I
Note: The both of us and the sofa are all in red colour !

Up - 3D (Additional RM5)

YAY !

2009-08-19T22:47:00.006+08:00

WEeeeee !
Since the bar list is out ~
I am on my Ponteng Spree !!

Monday

Met Dar at 1pm
Went and see a skin specialist doctor which cost me RM78 and a summon of RM15
Went and had chicken rice for lunch
Watched 'Aliens In The Attics' in Mid Valley
Fetched Dar home

Tuesday

Met Dar at 2.30pm
Went to Jusco
Had Nando's for lunch
Fetched Dar home

Wednesday

Stay at home and do nothing

Thursday

Meeting Dar at 12pm
Lunch
Catching 'I Love Beth Cooper' at 1utama
Sri Rampai pasar malam
Dinner with Dar
Fetch Dar home

Friday

Meeting dar at about 4pm
Dinner
Catching 'Up' at 1utama
Fetch Dar home

I can't ponteng on Thursday morning and Friday afternoon because I have something to show my lecturer ..
Ohya, and also cause it is a 100% coursework subject .. The bar list is not out till next week .. I think !

And oh ya,
I love what I am now !
And I am glad that I have it ! =D

14th August 2009

2009-08-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

Went and catch a late night movie last week Friday cause I didn't have to work that night ..
Dar and I didn't plan what movie to watch so when we reach 1 Utama we were deciding on which movie to watch . Either Aliens In The Attics or On His Majesty's Secret Service ..
Basically, I didn't like the show ..
Is DAMN lame but everyone is laughing like as though it is very funny !
Dar told me "If I were to comment on this show I would say that I've wasted 11bucks and 2 hours watching this movie !"
But no matter how bad the movie was, I still enjoyed the day ..
Thankiewwww ~~~ * =)

Oh ya, I met Uree later after sending Dar home and she vomited somewhere in Bangsar before meeting me and after that she told me that she is afraid of RICE ! But the day after that was forced to eat rice cause YS tapao chicken rice .. Ekekekeke !

22nd July 2009, 2024

2009-07-22T20:17:00.003+08:00

Why is it that every time something happens, you will be the one who will comfort me even when you are upset ?
I know I shouldn't act the way I did ..
I don't know why will I act that way ..
I always make you feel worst than how you felt earlier ..
Sometime I think that I never care about how you feel ..
All I care for was myself ..
Sometimes I feel that you care too much about me to the extend that you will not care about how you feel ..
Why is it always like that ?
Why do I always make matters worst for you ?
Sigh ..
Sometimes I just wish I am not as emotional as I am ..
Sometimes I just wish that I am not what I am ..
Sometimes I just wish I am more considerate ..
Sigh ..

Happy Birthday to me !!

2009-07-19T20:43:00.013+08:00

I know I am suppose to blog about this a week ago .. But I was too busy with assignment, work and etc ..
Anyway , celebrated with someone special in the day and had dinner Kree, Apan & Nirmala ..
All I can say is that I enjoyed it very very much !
I get to spend time with YOU and also with my friend on the same day !
I still can't believe that you people can really talk to each other !
I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY !
Can u see that I am HAPPY ? XD
Oh ya, not forgetting wonderful steamboat on Saturday with my family !
Was craving for tomyam steamboat for weeks !!

Chili's Mid Valley

Birthday Cake !

Kree and Apan

Mala - I don't have any other pictures of her :(

Dar : >.<" Me : :D

-12th of July 2009 -
I LOVE ALL OF YOU !! KEKEKE !

Putting the blame on someone else

2009-05-31T22:39:00.005+08:00

As the tittle said , many people tend to put the blame on someone else when it was something that they did .

Even it is just something that you once said, but who knows it is clearly stated in someone's mind ..

I remember everything you told me the other night ..

That night was the night you told me that you are tired of trying because of distance and tired of trying because it is not worth trying anymore ..

It was then that I realise, no matter how hard I try things between you and me wouldn't change for any better ..

Now that I've learned to let go, you are the one who came back telling me like as though I was the one at fault ..

The one who brought us to an end was you ..

The one who told me that there is no use of trying is also you ..

Tell me what you are thinking would ya ?

Whatever it is , I am happier now ..

I will appreciate it .. Unlike you ..

谢谢

2009-03-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

Baby，
Thanks for coming down all the way ..
I enjoyed spending my whole day with you ..
I do not know when will the next time be ..
But until the next time, remember what you've promised me k ?
Take care ..
I seriously hope that you'll consider whatever I told you today ..
Think of FACTS not EMOTIONS and not PEOPLE around you ..
Think of FUTURE and not PRESENT
Take everything into consideration
Please, I hope you really think about it ..

The Begining ? Or Ending ?

2009-03-05T22:01:00.003+08:00

当我发觉到我们的感情变了的时候，我很伤心。
在那个时候，我真的不知道要怎么做然而我却把全部的错都怪在我自己。
有时候我真的觉得很想放弃全部然后离开。
我并不知道我几时对你的感觉变了。
应该是那时当你简讯我的时候说你生病了，我却不想回你的简讯。
自重那个时候，我终于可以做会我自己了。我不用再隐瞒我的感情了。
我也不用再弄你开心反而却让我难过。
我也不用再担心你在我的背后做些什么了.
不管未来发生什么事,我自能说我从来没后悔跟你在一起和给你一切我所拥有的。
谢谢你陪我我走到现在。

What Do You Do When ..

2009-02-22T12:17:00.003+08:00

... you realized that your existence are no longer important ?
... the person who you care so much no longer tell you things like who he/she used to ?
... the person no longer care for you ?
... the person you care for makes you feel like he/she is taking you for granted ?
... you feel like giving up and then he/she gives you hope that things will be better ?
... you really want to be with that person and he ends up pushing you away ?
... you don't know what you mean to that person ?
... you feel that every thing that you do does not make he'she realized that you actually care more than any other people?

Will that person ever realize ?
Is that person sensitive enough to realize ?
What do I really mean to you ?

When things can no longer be the same, is giving up the best solution ?

Tagged by Andrew

2009-01-29T15:02:00.004+08:00

T H E S E L F

[01] Name: Vanessa Low Sook Ping
[02] Nickname: Ping, Ah Ping, Ping Ping, Van
[03] Married: No
[04] Zodiac Sign: Cancer
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 23
[07] High School: Assunta Secondary
[08] College: UTAR
[09] Height: Not Sure
[10] Weight: Not Sure
[11] Do you like yourself: Yeah .. But I do hate myself at times
[12] Piercings: 2 (left n right ears)
[13] Right or left: Left
[14] Are you a freak : Maybe ?
[15] Hair: Brown
[16] Skin: Yellow? Brown? =.="
[17] Allergic: Panadol
[18] What are you doing now: Using Adobe Illustrator to finish up my assignment
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: The same thing as I am doing now
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Working ?

T H E F A M I L Y

[21] Live with : Dad, Mum, Sis
[22] Siblings(included you): 2
[23] Eldest: ME
[24] Youngest: Sis
[25] Love/hate your family: Love but sometimes ... =)

T H E L O V E

[26] You found your another half: Yes
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Human
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be:
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 2
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): zzzz!
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): zzzz!
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Nope.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done:
[34] Ever argue with your other half: YES! SOOOO MANY TIMES
[35] You with your other half since: Last year
[36] Are you straight/Gay: Straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Everything except the temper and the i-don't-care attitude
[38] You and your other half in which stage: what stage ? -.-"
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: =.=" what is with all the woo questions ?
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: yes.. no.. maybe .. yes.. no.. maybe..

T H E F R I E N D S

[41] Your first best friend: I don't know .. I think it was Pui See if I am not mistaken
[42] Your first enemy: I don't think she is my enemy.. I just don't like talking to her
[43] The friend you love the most: Kree Kree
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only):
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: ....
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: ....
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Those who don't like being themselves!
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: two-timers
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Yeap
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No
[51] If your friend backstabs you: Do you even call that a friend?
[52] If your friend betrays you: same as above
[53] If your friend woo your lover : same as above
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: depends
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: depends

T H E S T U D I E S

[56] Are you a good student: Nope. More like last minute
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yes. at the very last minute :)

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Asir ! Funny guy !
[59] Always late to school/college: Sometimes
[60] Your class: Fun at times but noisy all the time
[61] You love your seniors: nop
[62] Senior who you love the most: ....
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Some of them .. not all
[64] Excellent result classmate: Actually .. I don't know .. Cha Fee maybe..
[65] Laziest classmate: Laziest ? I'll just keep this to myself just in case they read this

T H E P E O P L E

[66] Smart people : JOLYN !
[67] Stupid people : ....
[68] Good looking people: 234546578756534 people
[69] Ugly people: ....
[70] Funny people: Kree !
[71] Cute people: .... Cute means ugly but adorable ?
[72] Bad people:
[73] Honest people:
[74] Acting people: Yah .. One that I've just met about a year ago ..
[75] You are what kind of person: Emo type? LOL

T H E P R E F E R
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: Kisses
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
[81] Listener or talker: Listener
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Can I have both ?

T H E F U T U R E

[84] Age to get marry: ~28
[85] Number of Kid (s) : 2
[86] Career: Graphic Designer
[87] Salary: Enough for my family n I
[88] Retirement age: 55?
[89] properties value: ...
[90] Wishes: For all my wishes to come true =)

T H E V I C T I M S
QQ
Kree Kree
Apan
Whoever reading this

Hatred !

2009-01-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

People can never pleased one another ..
Not even when the both of you are close to each other ..
Each time you are away we always argue ..
I have no idea why but is getting more and more often ..
You can never keep your promises and do what you told me you would before you went back ..
Then later when I make a fuss out of it then you will make so much of noise saying that I am possessive !
What the fuck is wrong with you ?
You were the one not keeping your promises then now you are putting all the fucking blames on me !
Throw all your temper at me like as though I am suppose to get all of it and act like you don't care !
Fuck it !
Don't expect me to tolerate it this time !
Fucking pissed at you !
Fucking idiot !

B-R-O-W-N-I-E

2009-01-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

Baby Brownie ..
How are you ?
How is everything in your new home ?
Are your owners treating you properly ?
I miss you badly ..
I wanted to go and see you but Mummy asked me not to or you will be sad again ..
I really miss you ..
I saw your photos today ..
I saw how cute you were ..
It reminds me of ..
The time where you run around the house ..
The way I hugged you in my arms until you fell asleep ..
The way you sleep and dream until you starts barking with your mouth close ..
The way you jump around happily when we buy you food ..
The way you try searching for you Greenies until your saliva is all over your mouth ..
Oh .. and not forgetting
The time when you fall sick and all you did was to sleep at one corner and not bother about anything ..
The time you poo and pee everywhere because your stomach was upset ..
The time during Chinese New Year that there were too many people in the house and you pee on my new comforter after they all left ..
The time where you manja your way because you where sick ..
The time where you try to hide away from us because we were trying to beat you because of what you did wrong ..
The time where you crank the water from the altar ..
I miss all your actions ..
I wish you were still here with us ..
At least then I have something to look forward to when I come home ..
The house is so quiet without you ..
You bark and manja-ness ..

Deadline .. Too Soon ?

2009-01-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

I had desktop publishing and creative strategy for advertising class today ..
The class wasn't that bad .. Except when I get to know all my deadlines for assignment ..
Desktop Publishing Assignment 1 due on the 5th week ..
How on earth am I going to come up with nice work in like .. 4 weeks ? (excluding this week)
In this assignment we were asked to create a 2009 calender design using architecture and landscapes ..
I still have no clue how my calendar is going to be like ..
My brain has stopped being creative and look for ideas for the past 3 months ..
I wonder if is still working fine .. @_@
I just hope that I don't pile up my work and do last minute work like last semester AGAIN ..
BUT I know I WILL do last minute work .. Why ?
Cause according to my tutor in Creative Strategy for Advertising ..
She told us that our ideas always come out at the very last minute ..
I TOTALLY agree with her !!
I mean .. it happens to me ALL the time !
So yeah .. Last minute work is a very common thing to me WHICH I don't want this semester !!
SIGHHHH !

Thirteen dot zero one dot two zero zero nine

2009-01-13T21:49:00.006+08:00

Uni has already started for almost a week now ..
Honestly , I don't like my timetable this semester ..
So many 3 hours classes !
They expect their students to sleep in class or wat ?
And one more thing, on Thursdays and Saturdays I have to go for only ONE class in the afternoon and then head home ..
WHAT THE FLOWER !
Can't they just put it in the morning or something ?
Sigh .. And me being the smart one planned to work on this Thursday and Saturday thinking that there were no tutorials .. SIGH ! How worst can this get ? I am suppose to work overtime on Saturday ! And thanks to the class I won't be able to work overtime ! BIG SIGH !!!
Anyways, before uni started I went and got my hair cut and dyed ..
Chou Chou was (and still is) making so much of noise saying that I cut it too short ..
Yah lah .. Too short lah .. But cut already mah .. what can I do wor ? :-(
Ever since class has started .. I kinda miss working .. and this Sunday, I am working with 6 trainee as opening staff .. UREE !! I NEED YOUR HELP !! :'(

Is not that short .. Right ?

Uni Life is Back .... Soon ..

2009-01-04T21:21:00.003+08:00

As stated above ..
It's gonna start next week ..
Can't imagine the amount of work that I am going to get this semester with almost all new lecturers ..
Oh ya .. and not forgetting my part time job at Chili's .. Sigh ..
I just hope I can cope with everything around me and manage to keep everything the way it is now ..
I'll just hope for the best and pray that my assignments will be easy ..
Which I hardly doubt it ..
Oh well .. At least there is another 2-3 weeks before the work load ..Bleh !
Can't wait for Friday and Saturday and also Sunday .. :P
Why ?
Friday = Shopping with Baby ..
Saturday = Cut and dye hair ..
Sunday = Wedding dinner at KL Tower ..
Haha .. At least I get to enjoy the last 3 days of my semester break :P

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T13:33:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone !! =)
Yesterday was Christmas Eve ..
I took 2 days off cuz I wanted to go out at night .. LOL
Went to pyramid yesterday ..
Saw lots of santa ! =P
Wanted to catch a movie with him but all the movies were fully booked !
Postponed to today ..
I don't know whats on that mind ..
Complicated and difficult to understand ..
I will never understand ..
Feel like as thought everything is just fake ..
I know .. I sound silly ..
But I really don't know which is the truth ..
Trust but can't be trusted ..
Then what am I suppose to do ?
Nothing and act like a freaking idiot .

2008-12-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

Doesn't mean that every time we argue means that I don't sayang you ..
I still do as always and I know you do as well ..
I might be stubborn at times ..
But I still listen to you ..
I hope you do as well ..
LOL ! I am crapping too much ..
All I want to say is that no matter how much we argue, you are still that someone that no other people can replace .. =)

Tomorrow morning I'll be getting a very nice and pampered feeling again .. =)
Been getting it for the past few days .. Thanks to ChOu ChOu .. =P But now, leg damn tired .. Why ? The safety shoes are so damn freaking heavy and is too big for my leg ! Is like as though I tied a stone onto my leg and drag them along to work .. Sigh .. =(

Pity my leg please .. =(

2008-12-11T19:56:00.002+08:00

It doesn't mean that when things aren't going the way it was planned it means cancel .. No ?
You never bother about how I feel do you ?
Have you ever wondered how much I wanted this ?
Have you ever wondered why do I want all this ?
Have you ever stand in my shoes and feel how I feel now ?
Have you ever thought of me ?
I wanted all this is because with it I feel that I am important to you .
But to you all this is just nothing .
Nothing important at all .
Perhaps I am thinking too much of being the important one and being the one you care about .
If I do think too much, please tell me .
Thank you and sorry .

=)

2008-12-10T00:37:00.003+08:00

Thanks ..
For the time and money and effort and everything to put things the way they are now ..
I just can't stop saying how much I like the way things are now ..
Thanks for doing so much of things for me just to put that smile on my face ..
I know I act silly sometimes that's why you always call me silly >_<"
Thanks again ..
For the time you spent with me watching a not-so-nice movie and not complaining about it ..
and
For everything =)

Smile

2008-12-04T19:46:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I feel that it is better that I do not know anything about that someone ..
Since the time she changed her blog address, I find myself being happier ..
I know, sometimes I do wonder what she writes and all ..
But come to think of it, not knowing is better than knowing ..
Cause when I don't know I will not bother about it ..
And when I don't bother, we do not argue over it ..
No arguments ! Isn't that good ? :)
I am happy being with who I am with now ..
And I know this is going to last no matter who or what comes in between ..
Why ? Cause I've been through too many things with this special person and I know he is someone very important to me ..
I know not every relationships are always sweet and loving ..
There are some ups and downs ..
But whatever it is, I know you will always be there for me ..
Just like how I will always be there for you from now until many many more years to come ..
Thank you ..

Just For You

2008-11-17T21:44:00.002+08:00

Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

2008-11-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

I admit I don't have many friends like you do ..
Why do you even bother anyway ?
Is my life ..
I can choose who I want in my life ..
And if that person want or do not want to be in it also have got nothing to do with you ..
But I'll definately not choose you :)
So why do you even bother to know who is in it and who is not ?
Sometimes I just don't understand you ..
I do what I want in my life ..
You do what you want in yours ..
And who say I was talking about you all this while ?
I guess you over reacted a lil bit :)
But nevermind .. You are the way you are :)

YOU !

2008-11-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

You are the most annoying human that I've ever met !
No one in this world that I have met have you attitude !
If I can, I would have already slapped you !
If you think you are damn smart and that you can win everyone and get everything you want then I am sorry .. You will be the one losing everything and everyone at the end !
If you want to act like the way you are now don't act in front of me !
If you cross the limit I will give you a nice one !
Who cares who you are and who is supporting you ?!
I don't give a damn !
Stupid annoying asshole !

FUCK YOU !

2008-11-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

THIS IS MY BLOG !!
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EVEN CARE ?!!?
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT SOME MORE ?!
KNNCCB !
YOU COME AND VIEW MY BLOG FOR NUTS ?!
I WANT TO VIEW BUT DID I MENTIONED ANYTHING ABOUT YOU TO ANYONE ELSE ?!
NO RIGHT ?!!?!
THEN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EVEN BOTHER ?!
FUCKING BITCH !

I Don't Know What The Title Should Be

2008-11-09T21:28:00.003+08:00

Once again I am confused .
This always happens when you are not by my side .
Why ?
I guess is because I am confused yet afraid .
When I was there today, I asked you one question .
"Who are you texting ?"
Then you replied " Her "
I don't know if you realised that I was upset after that and turned away .
I was really upset .
But when I think of it properly, now that I am nothing to you .
I shouldn't be upset .
I should be happy instead because you are happy with her .
No matter how we will turn out to be in the future, I did hope that you will be happy as always .
I know I disturbed your conversation with her today .
Sorry is all I can say .
I don't know why did you followed me to the hospital today .
Maybe is just to make me happy .
Or maybe because u pitied me .
Whatever reason it is, I don't think is that you love me .
You've never said it since 2 weeks back .
I just hope I get an answer as soon as possible .
I really don't want to be in this kind of situation .
But I don't want you to wait for me to say it out then you tell me what your decisions are .
I just hope everything between all of us will be over as soon as possible .
Now that you have to spend time with both, I don't know who is more important .
I am seriously lost .
I am seriously going crazy for real this time .

Thanks

2008-11-08T23:33:00.001+08:00

Thanks ..
Even though I am very confused at this moment ..
But I think I am not the only one ..
I guess you are too ..
But after this, I really hope you know what you want and work it out ..
At least then I'll know how important this is to you .. and me ..
Right now, I think you are as confused as I am ..
Or maybe it is just me ..
Hopefully everything will be known very soon ..
But for now, thanks .. For everything ..
I appreciate it a lot =)

27th of October . The day that I dislike most .

2008-10-27T23:19:00.004+08:00

I can't believe that I actually cried while I was having my lunch today ..
I can't believe that you were leaving without letting me know earlier ..
I can't believe that you won't be here for me to hug and cry when I am sad ..
I can't believe that I won't be able to see you anymore ..
You are the first that I've loved so much ..
I am going to miss you badly ..
I love you ..
And always will ..

To ChOu ChOu

2008-10-22T23:51:00.005+08:00

At this time of last year you were far away from me, wishing that we were together to celebrate this special day of yours ..
At this time of the last year I still remember you told me you were happy with the present that has been given to you ..
At this time of last year I really thought that this day would never come ..
But it actually did ..
I am glad that you are a part of me now ..
Giving me laughter and joy ..
Not forgetting the tears that came out from us because of the fear of loosing each other ..
Not forgetting people who came in and out of our lives doing endless things ..
No matter what happens between us in the future, I always hope that you will be there for me ..
And together we will celebrate this special day of yours next year and many more years to come ..

Happy Birthday Baby ..

<3 you as always =)

Thursday, 16th October 2008

2008-10-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow off day =D
I am so happy cause I worked like a mad woman today !
They soaked all the cutlery and plates !
They even covered everything in the whole restaurant because they were soaking all the stuff ..
So those who did the opening of the restaurant today need to put everything back to place + QA + Opening floor ..
And today we have people on leave therefore, not enough staff ._."
Talking about not enough staff at the wrong time ~_~"
I shouldn't be talking about work now because .. I am off tomorrow =P
Don't know what is the plan tomorrow .. But I am sure I have a lot of time with PiGu ChOu ChOu !
For now, Good Night !

Open QA = DAMN TIRING !!

2008-10-14T20:21:00.004+08:00

Start work at 9am today ..
And today was my first time opening the QA ..
What is QA ?
Is a place where all the food and everything is being checked before serving it to the customer ..
Before the restaurant opens, everything in the QA has got to be in place so that it will be faster and easier for the food to be sent out ..
In the morning, who ever who does the opening have to take out all the gravy, soups and sauces from the fridge and heat everything up and then check it with the blue color thermometer like thingy .. *is called bio something*
If the gravy or sauce or soup is not up to 170F, then it has got to be re-heated ..
Then the person has got to on all the warmer .. make sure the chips and everything is in place ..
Make sure the plate and knives and spoons are in place ..
Make sure that there is back up for everything ..
If there is no backup, then you have to get it and label everything according to the life spend of the thing ..
Then the person has got to make coffee (2 decanter) and boil water (3 decanter) then send 1 coffee and water to the bar ..
The by the time you finish everything ..
Is almost 11.30am ._.
Then you'll have your 15minutes break and then lunch time = serving time = busy time ._.
By the time you were so busy walking and serving and taking orders in the restaurant , when everything slows down, its already 2.30 - 3pm ..
Later at 4pm, there will be customers again ..
Coming in for happy hour ..
Then .. is time for me to go home ! 5pm ! =)
Today was the first day where I felt like as though I've walk 10km !!
My leg .. *Ouch*
Now, is 8.40pm .. Is time for me to go to bed ..
I've work at 9am tomorrow ._.
I just hope I don't have to open QA again ..
I'll cause havoc again and I'll be dead tired !! =S
Good Night ~ ZzzZZzzz

*Thanks ChOuChOu for everything ^^*

Chili's Staff Party

2008-10-13T21:39:00.003+08:00

No work today ..
All Chili's outlets were closed due to the staff party at FRIM today ..
Met with the others at 9am outside Mid Valley and then sat the bus all the way to FRIM ..
The staff party started out with food and drinks and then later we had team games ..
It was fun but tiring .. *imagine playing games under the hot sun*
Met Kree Kree ..
I was enjoying myself under the canopy with fan laughing at Kree Kree trying to grab hold of one ball each in both her arms and legs while trying to talk across .. =P
Then later they had nature walk which I didn't go because of my leg ..
The guide told us that is it going to be slippery and there will be leeches ..
Imagine with my leg like that and suddenly a leech just stick itself there and start sucking my blood from the wound .. *ouch*
We left FRIM about 5+pm ..
Someone told me *I think it was Nirmala* that even working days are not as tiring as today ..
Talk about work ..
I have mine at 9am tomorrow ..
Ciao !

p/s: for the human who thinks that I am writing about her and that I am writing on her blog , please check the IP if u can and if u notice, that person and I have a different IP. kthxbye.

Please Don't

2008-10-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

Please don't take him away from all of us .
We love him too much to let him go .
He will be strong and he love being here .
Please don't take him away .
I thank You for not taking him away .

Lazy

2008-10-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

I am lazy to talk about you now .
I have no time for you .
Wait until I settle everything which is FAR more important than you then I will come back to you .
For now, I will just leave you to write shit and nuts in you stupid space !
Bye ! =)

You Can Do It！！

2008-10-10T21:13:00.003+08:00

Lots of things happen these few days ..
But whatever that happens, have got nothing to do with ChOu ChOu and also you (the-you-know-who-you-are) ..
But I thank ChOu ChOu for being there ..
For the shoulder and the ears ..
<3 you as always =)
No matter how tough this problem is, I am willing to go through it ..
I do not want this problem to fade away ..
I just wanted it to not even existed ..
But since it has already existed, I want it to stay ..
Because when this problem starts fading away, I will lose someone which I love and treasure very much ..
Daddy, no matter what, we will go through this as a family ..
We will always be there to support you ..
That's what family is here for ..
We all love you and we will go through this together ..
We will always love and support you ..
Be strong ..
You can do it !
加油！！

The special someone

2008-10-10T20:33:00.003+08:00

This special someone have always been there for me since the day I was born ..
This special someone is one of the few who never left me in any difficulties ..
This special someone is the one who I have many happy and memorable moments with ..
This special someone is the one who always make sure that I am safe ..
This special someone is one of the few who make me feel that I am home no matter where we are ..
This special someone is the one who thought me how to be independent ..
This special someone is the one who thought me not to be selfish .. ( In a hard way which I can remember until now)
This special someone is the one who thought me how to be who I am today ..
This special someone is the one has given me everything that I have today ..
Without you, I will not be who I am now ..
Without you, I will not have what I have now ..
I don't know what I will be without you ..
You walked beside me and guide me through my difficulties ..
Now that you have your difficulties, all I can do is just to watch you go through it ..
I can't do anything ..
I am sorry Daddy ..
But no matter what, I love you .

Chili's, ChOu and an Annoying Human Being

2008-10-09T18:59:00.005+08:00

Just got back from work ..
Damn tired ..
Stand whole day ..
Walk whole day ..
Serve whole day ..
Went to Maybank today ..
zzz! They told me I can't open an account cause they have a lot of people waiting for the ATM card ..
Was asked to come back the next day ..
Annoying !
____________________________________________________________________

ChOu ChOu came during my lunch break today .. =D
He wasn't happy .. =(
Cuz I was rushing ..
Making it like as tho I have no time for him ..
Sigh ..
I wish I have more time for you .. =S
I am sorry ..
After break, he went for a movie while I worked till 5 then met up with him and went back together ..
____________________________________________________________________

Btw, someone is still visiting my blog .. LOL !
Yaya .. Yes yes .. I still read yours ..
Whatever !
Looks like you care a lot about what I say .. LOL
Don't know you lah ..
Say you annoying also you get offended ..
Then what you want ?
You don;t expect everyone to like you right ?
Especially me ..
How can I like you after all the trouble you have given me ?
Somemore adding me on MSN before this for no effing reason !
I memang like to 批评 you ..
You notice it too .. Not bad =)

Annoying

2008-10-08T21:51:00.006+08:00

Some people just like being a pain in the ass ..
I just don't understand why ..
Is like people are happy with what they have and because you don't have it you have to make a big fuss and try to destroy what other people is having .
Why ?
Because of jealousy ?
Because you love doing so ?
Or because you can't get what you want ?
Don't you think that you are being just nothing but a pain to everyone else especially the one who you are doing it to ?
I just don't get it .
If you can't choose to let go they why did you pick that thing up at first ?
Such a pain .
I am so tired of you .
Annoying P-E-S-T !!

Heal Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee ~

2008-10-04T21:32:00.003+08:00

ChOu ChOu is coming back tomorrow ! =P
I am suppose to be happy .. No ? xD
______________________________________________________________________

Starting work on Monday ..
I am feeling kinda lazy now .. Thinking that I have to go for training for about 1 or 2 weeks .. Serving people later on .. Taking orders .. Bla Bla Bla ..
But .. Is Chili's !
I mean .. it should be nice working there .. No ? =P
Hopefully my leg recover soon enough ..
At least I can walk with lesser pain ..
And also my shoulders ..
Please heal faster ..
I need to work =(

Sorry is all that I can say

2008-10-02T13:45:00.002+08:00

All I can say now is sorry ..
I don't know what else I can say to make u feel better ..
I know I hurt u ..
But the way you are acting back at home hurts me as well ..
I felt left out ..
I felt being not important ..
I felt that everything comes before me ..
Sigh ..
I hope you'll be here for me at all times ..

On my way home ..

2008-09-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today on my way back from my aunt's house after dinner ..

Sis : Looked up at the dark sky and notice blue, red lights blinking and said jokingly .. "JIE !! LOOK !! UFO !! "

Me: Yeah right lah ! UFO your head !!

Sis: Eih ! I am serious lah wei !! Really !! Is really UFO !!

Me: Stop crapping lah !

Sis: REALLYYYYY !! You don't believe you come and see !! FASTER come and SEE !!

Me: *Went towards the window at her side and looked up at the sky*
"Where ? Where ? I don't see anything !!"

Sis: Eh ! Is just an aeroplane ! AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ! *laugh loudly*

Me: Stupid lah you ! *went back to my place*

Parents: What happened ? What are you all laughing at ??

Me: That meimei lah ! Simply say she say UFO !

Parents: *laughed LOUDLY*

Sis: What?!?? I was joking at first ! Then later I really thought it is a UFO ! Since when aeroplane has BLUE and RED lights on it !!

Parents & I: *Laughed loudly at my silly sister*

***Mei ah Mei ... You are such a funny person when you are sleepy + blur + stress + I-don't-know-what-else-more ! =P ***

INTERVIEW !! =D

2008-09-26T18:19:00.002+08:00

Went for an interview today ..
The interviewer was not bad ..
He told us (Kree and I) about his experienced and all ..
I think it should be fun working in an advertising agency/group/company ..
Lots of exposure ..
Get to know more people who are related to what I am studying ..
Then at least I know what does the clients and etc wants ..
Hopefully I get to go through the 2nd and also 3rd interview and get the job ..
I don't want to stay and rot at home anymore .. T_T
______________________________________________________________________

Went to Mid Valley after the interview with Kree to eat ..
Then met Apan later ..
I bought a wallet for ChOuChOu ..
His wallet is making all the cards especially his ATM card crooked !
Then he will not be able to withdraw money from the ATM machine .. =(
Hopefully this wallet will keep his card from being bent everytime he sits down .. xP

Why is it so Hard ?

2008-09-25T13:37:00.003+08:00

Like what the tittle says, Why is it so hard ?
Why is it so hard for the other half to be truthful ?
Why do you have to hide everything from them ?
Have you ever thought that when you lie to them and when they find out everything by themselves it will hurt them even more ?
Why can't people just tell the truth ?
Especially you .
Is it so hard to tell me everything ?
If it is, then I will not ask you anymore questions from now onwards .
I prefer not knowing than to find out later that you are actually lying to me .
That's all for now .
Not in a mood to blog, text or answer calls from you .
Bye.

BORED after 3 days of the 3 months HOLIDAY

2008-09-24T12:53:00.003+08:00

I am so effing BORED !!
Can anyone please safe me from this boring holiday ?!
I want a job !
I want a job !
I WANT A JOB !
Anyone can help me pweeaassse ? =(
This holiday is so sad ..
I only have my Brownie to accompany me ..
ChouChou ah ChouChou ..
Come back faster lah ..
Sang mo gu already lar ..
Mo gu

Job Needed !!

2008-09-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

I need a job !
Or I'll rot at home and my coursemates won't be able to see me in January 2009 !!
Went to www.jobstreets.com.my to look for job in the field that I am currently studying in ..
Managed to find a few companies that were looking for internships ..
I applied a few of them ..
Hopefully I'll get response soon ..
I want to work !
I am going to rot at home!!

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !!

Bla ..

2008-09-23T18:29:00.006+08:00

Was text-ing a few people today about how I felt today .
Imagine someone suddenly came into your life out of no where and starts thinking that as thought she isn't bothering someone's life. I did thought of letting everything go.
Why ?
Cause that person was being so annoying . *is not like she is not now. She still is annoying*
Like what I said before , if I were to continue being in this situation that I am in now , I will undergo depression very soon and then I will die drowning in my tears .
Who wants all those things to happen to themselves, right ?
That is why, I've decided on giving up.
Then later I was talking to a friend online .
A friend who I met online which turns out to be a good friend =)
Thank you Summer ~
I was telling her about my problems .
I told her that if I did continue being where I am I am going to be depressed.
Then she said "No.. Not soon .. You are already depressed."
LOL ! Am I really depressed?
Now that I am thinking with my head and not my heart, does this person really worth all my tears.
If she do, why?
Because she came out from no where and causing havoc in my life? I shouldn't be depressed for that miserable person .. No?
But again, I wasn't using my head earlier .
So yeah.. I cried.. =P
Then later while I was curling myself in bed with tears, I wanted to talk to someone.
Just that one.
I waited awhile for the tears to stop.
Then I called.
First thing after I said "Hello" the first sentence which I heard from him was ,
"Why are you crying ?! What happened ?!"
Tears started flowing down my cheek .
Again .
All I answered was ,
"I don't know."
He thought I was hiding things from him .
Then he told me about something which would make me happier .
Then he told me not to think too much and that everything would be fine .
After that call, is like the sun after the rain.
Skies got brighter, sun started shinning.
I felt a lot better after that call.
Thank you.
For the love and comfort.
That's all that I need at that moment. =) <3 you .

Why lah Why ?

2008-09-22T21:14:00.005+08:00

If you are reading my blog ..
Why do you have to keep viewing my profile ?
Why Why ?
Does it even concern you where I go and who I am being with ?
I thought you say you are giving up ?
Then why do you even bother ?
Is he holding on to you ?
Can you just make my life happier by moving on ?
You are giving me nothing but tears every now and then ..
Endless arguments ..
Endless tears ..
Endless heartaches ..
Sleepless nights !
Do you know how much of trouble you are causing me ?
Focus on what you are doing would you ?
Whatever I do have got nothing to do with you ..
If you are unhappy with what I am doing and who I am out with, talk to me..
I will settle it with you !
I can't stand you being here to cause me nothing but all those stupid troubles that you giving me !

Sunday, 21st September 2008

2008-09-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

L - R : Dragon fruit juice , Sour Plum juice

Went and have a drink before Mamma Mia that day ..
I ordered the drink on the left while he ordered the drink on the right ..
It looks good doesn't it ?
It only looks good .. Trust me ..
You wouldn't want to drink it ..
The one on the left tasted like unripe dragon fruit mixed with the sour mandarin orange peel which people eat when they feel like puke-ing ..
The one on the right taste very sour cause they put in lime, sour plum, and i think i taste sour mandarin orange peel too !
End up ordering another mineral water because they don't taste as good as it looks ..
Sad Sad Sad ~

But 2 things that were wonderful that day ..
1 - I get to watch Mamma Mia
2 - The best part, I love the person who accompanied me that day !! You always put a smile on my face when I am upset .. Thanks =)

Lost Lost Lost

2008-09-20T17:33:00.003+08:00

Which is the truth ?
Who is telling the truth ?
Who am I suppose to believe in ?
Even I myself can't tell ..
Why can't people just tell the truth rather than hurting people around them and making them suffer ?
Sigh ..

=(

2008-09-20T12:44:00.004+08:00

ChOu ChOu going back on Monday ..
Don't know when will he be coming back ..
Promised me that it won't be long ..
Not for a week ..
That's what he told me ..
Can't wait for this coming week to pass ..
Once is passed, that means ChOu ChOu is back .. =D

Please pass quickly T_T *although it haven't started, but I wish it has already ended*

家好月圆-Moonlight Resonance

2008-09-19T23:01:00.001+08:00

家好月圆

I am currently addicted to this movie !
Why ?
Because this show is just soooooooooooooooooooooooo NICE！
I cried ..
I laughed ..
Final episode this Sunday !!
DumDumDeeDumDumDumDeeDumDum ~
Yes, I am nuts ..
Thank you ! =)

2008-09-19T12:17:00.002+08:00

昨天, 又跟他吵架了。
都怪我不好，为了一些小小的事跟他吵。
搞到要分手了。
如果没有她的出现会跟好吗？
为什么天天都是为了她呢？
我又试过不要理她的，但是我做不到。
为了你，她什么都可以做的。
我真的好怕

Exams

2008-09-12T13:17:00.002+08:00

Exam has already started ..
Was busy during the study week as I have my assignments to complete ..
Not assignments but just one ..
Advertising Design 2 .. The marks wasn't that bad .. I am quite happy with the marks after so much of work .. =P
So .. the first paper was Advertising Design 2 .. 3 hours paper ! Not too tough .. I still manage to answer the questions but the sketching question was a lil tricky .. When I walked out of the exam hall, I see many people doing different things .. Whatever it is .. What is done is done .. Can't do anything about it ..
Second paper was English for Mass Communication .. Question 1 killed almost everyone !! Literature Review .. Some took 1 1/2 hours to complete .. I took 1 hour .. Reading the 2 articles is like putting me to bed during exam ! Question 2 and 3 was ok .. Not too bad .. Very much easier as compared to the first one ..
The next paper is my Chinese paper .. Is very basic chinese .. But I am still gonna die for it cause I don't know how to write ! Hooray ~! =D
After Chinese is my last paper .. Digital Photography .. which I heard is quite tough ..

Anyway, all the best to those who will be taking their exams .. =)

WHY ?!!?!!

2008-09-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

Why do you have to go through all my stuff ?!!?!?
Why do you have to ask every question in the world ?!!?!?
Why do you want to know about every single thing I do ?!!?
Why do you not know how to open your mouth and ask instead of hinting things to me ?!!?

You know why am I not honest with you ?!!?
Is because you never trusted me !!
Is because you never let me choose what I want to do !!
Is because you never believe in what I am doing !!

Now you tell me, why must I be honest and truthful to you when you are not even trusting me !

Is it my fault that I want to do what I am doing now ?!
Is it my fault for choosing my own future instead of you telling me what to do ?!
Is it my fault for being mad at you for every little things that you do ?!

I am your daughter, not your puppet !!
If you don't believe in me then tell it straight to my face !
I am so sick of you wearing your mask in front of me !
Sick and tired of it !

Now you know why I don't feel like talking to you and get irritated easily don't you ?

不知道为什么

2008-09-06T15:33:00.003+08:00

不知道为什么，当你不在我身边的时候，我会乱想。
希望你永远倒在我身边，
永远倒陪着我，
因为我真的好爱你。
不要你离开我。

Thoughts

2008-09-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wonder, how much are you willing to give in for the one you love ?
I've heard that some people would die for the one they love ..
I've also heard that some people will just leave the one they love for what they have always wanted ..
As for me .. I think loving someone doesn't mean that you have to be together with that person .. As long as the one that you love is happy then you will be happy .. No ?
I thought of letting go many times of the one I love .. Why ?
Because there is that one person out there who loves him more that I do .. Or at least I think that she does ..
With every word of hers that I read .. I feel that I am being the wicked and cold- hearted one to separate the both of them .. It was said that they love each other .. is just someone is stuck in between the both of them .. which in this case .. it means me ..
Should I really give up and start moving on so that they will have a happier life ? Or should I continue being the one in between and see them suffer ?
I am confused .. As one tells me something and the other one tells me a different story ..
I am so lost ..

I Feel ...

2008-07-13T13:51:00.002+08:00

I feel that everything I do now I need your company ..
Without your company ..
I will not get the work done ..
Why?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

When things doesn't go as the way I planned it ..
I will get upset over it ..
Why ?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

When problem arises between you and me ..
I will get upset over it ..
Why ?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

What am I suppose to do ?
Tell you ?
Or do I keep it to myself ?
How do I tell ?

I Miss You

2008-06-02T20:29:00.001+08:00

I miss you ..
When will you be coming back ?
I wish you are here with me ..

O.o

2008-05-22T13:03:00.002+08:00

Uni starting next week and results are not out yet ..
I wonder what is UTAR doing .. Keeping our results for sooooooooo long !
I am really curious about what am I gonna get .. This semester's CGPA is going to be worst as compared to foundation cause our marks depends on our assignments .. *sigh*

Next week .. The last week that I can relax before all the assignments ..

New semester = New subjects = More assignments = More work = More money spent = Less sleep = More stress !! =S

Winnie is coming back soon ! JUNE !! I am waiting for you !! Come quick ! =D

Get Well Soon

2008-05-05T21:55:00.003+08:00

See you suffering is not what I want to see ..
Hope you will recover as soon as possible ..
So that you will be able to do what you want to do ..
Get well soon ..

Everytime We touch and I Can't Stop Loving You

2008-05-04T17:04:00.003+08:00

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me, my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

Exams ? Holiday ?

2008-05-03T13:38:00.003+08:00

Exams are over ..
First paper .. Communicative English ..
Hopefully a B but I don't think thats possible .. The paper was ....

Second paper .. Advertising Design ..
Was ok .. Not too bad I guess .. Sketch Sketch and more sketches ..

Third paper was horror ! Visual Communication ..
Starts at 9am came out 45 minutes later .. Why ? Cuz I can't answer .. LOL

Fourth paper and the last paper .. Colour Studies ..
Came out 35 minutes before the paper ends ..
Someone didn't turn up for the exam .. I should have called the other number =(

Now .. Holidays ! 3 weeks !
Gonna rot at home until the new semester ..
And when the new semester bill comes .. Mum is gonna make damn a lot of noise ..
Then the camera ! Markers ! etc etc ... More noise ! *sigh*

I feel ..

2008-05-01T21:15:00.004+08:00

I feel empty ..
Like everything is just not right ..
I feel like something is missing ..
It used to be there ..
But not anymore ..
I hate this feeling ..
I feel insecure ..
Is like everything around me will be missing soon ..
I just want this feeling to go away ..
The only way for it to go is for that thing that is missing to return ..
Which I don't think is even possible ..
I miss it very much ..
Missing it badly ..

How Fast Are You ?

2008-04-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

61 words

Speed test

341 characters per minute
61 correct words
3 wrong words

新不了情 - Endless Love

2008-04-23T21:28:00.002+08:00

心若倦了,
xin ruo juan le
If your heart is weary,

泪也乾了,
lei ye gan le
And your tears are all dried up.

这份心情,
zhe fen xin qing
This feeling,

难舍难了。
nan she nan liao
Is hard to relinquish or forget.

曾经拥有,
ceng jing yong you
I once used to have,

天荒地老,
tian huang di lao
All the time in the world.

已不见你,
yi bu jian ni
But I haven't seen you,

暮暮与朝朝。
mu mu yu chao chao
For many nights and many days.

这一份情,
zhe yi fen qing
This love,

永远难了,
Is forever difficult to resolve.

愿来生还能,
yuan lai sheng hai neng
I hope in our afterlife,

再度拥抱。
zai du yong bao
We can embrace again.

爱一个人,
ai yi ge ren
Loving someone,

如何斯守到老,
ru he si shou dao lao
How do you remain faithful till you're old?

怎样面对一切,
zen yang mian dui yi qie
How do you face everything,

我不知道。
wo bu zhi dao
I do not know.

回忆过去,
hui yi guo qu
Reviewing the past,

痛苦的相思忘不了,
tong ku de si xiang wang bu liao
The painful memories are unforgettable.

为何你还来,
wei he ni hai lao
Why do you come then,

拨动我心跳。
bo dong wo xin tiao
To make my heart race.

爱你怎么能了,
ai ni zen me neng liao
How is it possible to stop loving you?

今夜的你应该明了,
jin ye de ni ying gai ming liao
Tonight, you should understand,

缘难了情难了。
yuan nan liao qing nan liao.
It is difficult to escape fate, just as it is difficult to dissolve love.

Why .. ?

2008-04-20T12:35:00.005+08:00

How much more can I take ?

How much more is there to come ?

I can't believe everything happens so fast ..

Happens and ends so soon ..

Why ?

Isn't there any other solutions to this ?

The problem that we are having is big enough that we couldn't settle ..

Why do you want to bring more people into this ?

Why ?

Why do you have to bring that someone when you know all it does it hurting me ?

Why do you want to hurt me ?

Isn't hurting me this way not enough for u ?

How much more do you want ?

What do you get out of it ?

Fun ? Joy ? Happiness ?

What are you actually thinking ?

Do you actually know what are you thinking ?

Do you actually know what do you want out of this ?

I keep asking myself why ..

Why do I hold on to this so much ?

Why do I still think that there is hope ?

Why do I love you so much ?

Why ?

Why are all my questions unanswered ?

Sigh .. I am so depressed ..

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake

It's 'cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like living in a world with no air

OhI'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, it's incomplete

Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect meto live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel when I know you ain't there

It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air

No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew

Right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside

You took my breath, but I survived

I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

No air, air

No more

It's no air, no air

No air, airNo air, airNo air, airNo air, air

Aaliyah - The One I Gave My Heart To

2008-04-18T22:04:00.005+08:00

How could the one I gave my heart to
break my heart so bad
How could the one who made me happy
make me feel so sad

Won't somebody tell me so I can understand
If you love me how could you hurt me like that

How could the one I gave my world to,
throw my world away
how could the one who said I love you
say the things you say
how could the one I was so true to
just tell me lies
how could the one I gave my heart to go and
break this heart of mine
tell me

How could you be so cold to me
when I gave you everything
all my love, all I had inside
How could you just walk out the door
how could you not love me anymore
I thought we had forever
I can't understand

How could the one I shared my dreams with
take my dream from me
How could the love that brought such pleasure
bring such misery
won't somebody tell me, somebody tell me please
If you love me how could you do that to me
tell me

Hey,
How could you just walk out the door
how could you not love me anymore
I thought we had forever
I can't understand no I can't understand

How could the one ( the one I gave my heart to)
break my heart so bad ( break my heart)
how could the one who made me happy (you made me so happy)
make me feel so sad ( make me feel so sad)
won't somebody tell me( won't you tell me)
so I can understand ( so I can understand)
If you love me how could you hurt me like that
(how could you hurt me)

How could the one I gave my world to,
throw my world away ( throw my world away)
how could the one who said I love you ( you said you love me)
say the things you say ( but you didn't love me)
how could the one I was so true to
just tell me lies ( you told me lies)
how could the one I gave my heart to
how could the one I gave my heart to
break this heart of mine

tell me

I tried ..

2008-04-18T13:00:00.005+08:00

I tried ..

I tried very hard ..

I just can't ..

I don't have the strength to do it ..

Ever since you came into my life ..

I've learned to rely on you ..

You were where I go to when I have problems ..

You were the person I talk to ..

You were where I spend most of my time ..

Ever since you are here , I no longer stand on my

own 2 feet ..

And now when you have to leave ,

I am lost ..

I do not know what can I do ..

I do not know where can I stand ..

I do not know how to be independent and stand on my

own feet again ..

You once told me , you will always be there

whenever I need you ..

You once told me , with you by my side there is

nothing which can hurt me ..

You once told me , you will not hurt me ..

Well , at least try ..

But whatever I am going through now ,

I have to go through everything by myself ..

I am hurt more than ever ..

How much more pain can I take ?

Is like pushing me to the end of the path with no

lights to guide me

out and no air to breathe ..

I am suffocating .. I am out of air ..

How is there to help me ?

Please , help me out ..

2008-04-16T18:19:00.003+08:00

From the tiniest thing that is around me ..
It reminds me of you ..

From things at home .. To the things outside ..
It reminds me of you ..

I don't know since when you've became such an important person in my life ..

I don't know since when you've became so influential ..

I don't know since when you've became a person which I can't live without ..

Maybe I can .. But I guess I've just chosen not to from the start ..
Therefore I can't stand on my own 2 feet ..

I no longer feel happiness ..
Even the happiest thing that happens in my life can never take away the sadness in me ..

I no longer feel that I am who I am .. Who am I now ?
What am I suppose to do to feel the way I used to ?
Where am I? I hate being where I am now .. I wish I will find my way out from this stranded place ..

Untitled

2008-04-16T10:19:00.004+08:00

How do you feel when there are a lot of traps and things blocking the path that you are walking ?

What will you do ?

What will I do ?

What am I suppose to do ?

What can I do ?

Whatever I do, I still can't change things ..

You've gave me joy ..

You've gave me happiness ..

Too much until we can't see what is ahead of us ..

Now that we can see it right in front of our eyes, we have to choice but to go on our separate ways ..

Whatever we've been through shall remain as memories and to be kept in a box .. A box sealed and can never be open anymore ..

Even thought there are no promises of whatever that we've been through will last forever .. But I really wish it would ..

From this , I've learned that nothing in this world lasts forever ..

Get well soon

2008-04-16T01:01:00.002+08:00

Get well soon my dear friend ..
I know you are strong enough to go through what you are going through ..
Do not give up ..
Everyone is here for you to support you ..

Complicated Thoughts

2008-04-16T00:53:00.004+08:00

Complicated thoughts ..
A lot of things running through my mind now.. Maybe not a lot ..
Just one .. But that one , kept me thinking for a very long time ..
How will it be later ? What will the others think ? What will happen if it doesn't turn out the way it is suppose to ? What is anything goes wrong ?
I wonder what will tomorrow be like .. Hopefully everything turns out fine .. Not the way I thought it will be ..
God Bless Me ... Please ..

Let go ..

2008-03-25T21:51:00.003+08:00

Learn to let go ...
Is easier to be said than done ..
But you will be a better person without the hurt and the pain ...
Stop holding on ...
You will feel better that way ...
I hope you will be alright soon ...
I really hope that one day will not take too long ...

Happy Chinese New Year !

2008-02-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !!!!!
GONG XI FA CAI !!
XIN NIAN KUAI LE !! =P

2008-01-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

BUSY

Will upload soon .. When there is not much assignment ..
At this moment .. I am suffocated !!
Sorry for the lack of updates !!
=P

Way Back Into Love

2007-12-26T12:57:00.000+08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it true without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

If Only You Are Alright

2007-12-22T10:01:00.001+08:00

If only you are as healthy as before, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you can speak, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you are here with me like you always do, I won't feel the way I do now ..

I wish that you will be here all the time like how you have always been throughout the years ..
I wish that you are not suffering because it hurts me even more to see you that way ..
I wish that you do not have to leave even though you are going to a better place ..

Today is a very special because it is the last festival in the lunar calendar before a new year comes ..
For the first time, you are not at home preparing and cooking for the festival ..
For the first time, you are not going to be at the dinner table with the rest of the family members ..
For the first time, this day is going to be different compared to the years before ..

I miss you .. I miss you very much .. And I know, I am going to miss you even more ..

IT'S FINALLY OVER !!!

2007-12-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

Yes !! It's over !!
I've finally finish my foundation !!
I don't have to step into UTAR PD Block anymore !! (if I pass all my papers this semester =S)
Time really flies... I still remember the first time I stepped into UTAR with no friends there till I met so many friends.. I learned a lot during my days in UTAR.. Something which I've never thought I will learn before this.. (that's cuz they are all arts and not science.. LOL ) Everything was just like yesterday..
Most of my course mates will be going to Kampar.. Which means when class starts, I'll only be able to see a few of them.. But at least, I still get to meet Jolyn for another 1 semester and Uree for another 3 more years.. h0h0.. =P
Anyway, is holiday now.. classes will only start on the 8th of January 08.. That means I still have another few more weeks to do whatever I want before I die in degree.. =S
Well, thats all for now.. Getting bored of blogging.. =X
Ciao !!

Dot Dot Dot

2007-11-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Today ...

Winnie came back from Singapore!!
Went out with Uree, Winnie, Amelia and Jon today for a photography exhibition
Got lost with the cab driver trying to find our way to Lorong Gurney
The exhibition makes me sad ... there were less than 15 pictures there !! *Do you even call that an exhibition? -_-'' *
Stand under the hot sun waiting for the "Rapid"KL bus which took forever to reach
Went to Ikano from Kelana Jaya
Went to Kim Gary for lunch
Took pictures with Uree, Winnie and Amelia *enjoyed editing them =P *
Went to Ikea and met Uree's friend * I can't remember his name.. Sorry =S *
Sat the LRT all the way back to Sri Petaling and took the cab home
Hope and pray that I can sleep tonight

Hope and Disappointment

2007-11-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

What is hope?

A belief that one has that gives a positive outcome to the thing or event that is going to occur.

What is disappointment?

A state where one feels that their hopes or expectations are not met.

Why people have get disappointed?

They put too high hopes or expectations on that particular thing or event.

How to overcome disappointments?

Do not put too high hopes or expectations on that particular thing or event because without hope, there won't be dissapointment.

True ?

Didn't Know...

2007-11-26T13:38:00.001+08:00

Currently...

Moodless
Sad
Unhappy
Thinking alot
Anything but okay...

I didn't know that you can actually ruin my mood with words you said...

How can all this actually happen?

Since when you are so influential?

I wish I knew.. But no, I don't...

2007-11-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

2 weeks away from my finals and yet I am not making the effort to study!!

10th December 2007 - Social Psychology
13th December 2007 - Maths

Just hope that I will study during my study break or there goes my CGPA for this foundation course..
Cuz there is only a day to study / practice my maths before I actually sit for it... It won't be enough since I am so freaking weak at it..

Hopefully we have the RIGHT tips this semester so that I can get at LEAST a B =S

Tell Me Where It Hurts

2007-11-20T16:05:00.000+08:00

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
Somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

chorus

(Instrumental)

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Shakeela

2007-11-17T10:15:00.000+08:00

This blog entry is specially created for a very good friend, Shakeela...
I received an SMS from her few days back saying that she won't be studying in UTAR anymore.. We will all miss you very much.. Hope to see you soon..
Do call us out for movie or something alright? =P
Take Care!! Love You!! =)

Hate

2007-11-10T10:29:00.001+08:00

Why do we actually hate someone? There are many reasons to this I should say...

Hate arises when a person whose interests or opinions consistently conflict with the other person. It also means that if A always conflicts with B, A will tend to hate B because of all the conflicts.

Do we really hate that person? I mean, when you say "I hate you", do you really mean it?

Some of us said it out of anger..
Some of us said it just for the sake of saying it and never mean it..
Some of us said it because they really hate that person to the extend that they tell other people how much they hate that particular person..
As for me, i think it is not necessary for you to hate someone which you don't like.. I mean, friends are better than enemies... Right?

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To the girl who hates me... this for you,

I know you hate for a reason.. but try putting down all those anger and try talking to me.. It's not like I didn't try talking to you.. I tried.. Is just that you don't want to talk to me.. I know you are feeling really stressed up these few weeks cause your exam is just around the corner, but that doesn't mean that you can let all your anger out on me..

If I am really brainless, I wouldn't be here typing all this things and wouldn't be able to fight for my rights the other time i argued with you.

Let go the hatred against me or everyone else that you hate, you will feel better because by then you will have more friends than before..

Take care =)

Semester 2

2007-10-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

Semester 2 has started for almost a week now... I only have 2 subjects this semester... Yes, I am glad that I have only 2 subjects but the subjects that I'll be having will kill me for the next 6 weeks!!

I have MATHS!! MATHS !! How bad can that be? Is Mathematics for Business and Social Science!! I can totally die this semester! =.=" The lecturer is ok... At least I understand what is he trying to explain.. Another lecturer told us (Joe, Uree, Shaki and I) that our maths lecturer is quite an experience lecturer.. At least he knows how to conduct the classes and make us understand what he is teaching... No?

Besides maths, I will also be taking Social Psychology... I have to say that our social psychology lecturer looks like a student! O.O yes! Even her voice sounded like one!! =X But at least, I understand what she is teaching... She is definitely BETTER than our sociology lecturer.. Anyone agree with me? =P

So far the lecturers that we have this semester is not too bad... Hope that it will be like this throughout the semester cuz I need to score this semester! My CGPA can anytime drop to 2.XXXX!! I DON'T want that to happen or I'll be dead.. =S

I can finally BREATHE!!!

2007-09-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

Oh yes!! I can finally breathe after 2 weeks of exams!!I was suffocating during the whole exam period!! I don't like this semester and I am so glad that it has finally come to an end!

First paper was Sociology...It was really really really really (x1000000000000 times) terrible!!! How can some people actually come up with all this kind of questions?! Maybe the paper is easy to some people.. But definitely not me... I guess I don't have the foundation of this subject I guess... And if i were to fail this paper, I just hope that the lecturer setting this question is not him! And if i see him again around campus... I might just kill him!

Web Page Design was not too bad... The question was ok.. Not as tough as I thought it was... Our lecturer, Mr. Edwin is such a wonderful lecturer... I mean, where can you find such patient lecturer that keep repeating what you don't understand during lecture until you understand it?

Writing for Mass Communication... Gosh... All the press release.. press invite.. news stories... Gah! I can finally forget all of them! =P

Writing for Business... Letters, Memorandum, Grammar, Vocabulary... English english and more english =S

Marketing and Management... Not too bad... At least I get to answer... I don't expect much from these 2 papers cause I studied it last minute...

I am very very very very very SURE that my CGPA is going to drop like people skiing down from the mountain!! =S
I just hope that it will not turn out as bad as I thought it will turn out to be.. =S

Busy Busy Busy

2007-08-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

Been very busy lately... Assignments, presentations then assignments and presentations again..
Finally I can have this week free with no assignments and presentations... BUT!!! Finals are around the conner... Starts on the 10th of September and ends only on the 25th!!

Semester 2 is coming to an end and I have definitely learned a lot more this semester. Throughout this semester, I learn that there are many different types of people around me. From nice to meanie people!!

Those nice people that I've encounter is definitely my darlings! They are always the best!! Why? Thats because they are always there whenever I need them! Anywhere, anytime! Oh, and they are people who always listens to all my grumblings and etc etc.. =P

As for those meanie people, there is definitely more than one. I am not going to mention names here because there was once where one of my lecturer told me that is not good to mention names on blogs.. I mean when you want to say something bad about that someone.. Hehe! Which is true.. Because if lets say that person reads your blog... You are DOOMED!! No?

Okay.. As I was saying, MEANIE people! How do they act when they are around you? They act INNOCENT! Some of them act like they DON'T HAVE A CLUE ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO SAY... Some of them when they argue, they just raise their voice thinking that you will be scared of them when you are actually not.. Some of them (actually not some but one =P) will just say " Don't act so innocent, I know what you did *when*" Hello? I don't know what on earth are you trying to say... I have no idea when is the *when* you are talking about.. I don't remember anything I did before that which is similar to what you did.. Moreover, you asked for everything that we did.. Not me! Not us!

Gah... Enough of all these meanie people.. If I were to talk more about these people, it is going to take me ages to finish this entry.. Lol...

Final exams are around the conner, wishing all those people who will be sitting for their exams all the best and good luck!! =P
I won't be blogging that often because I haven't been studying properly for this semester! Need to work harder!!

Taken from Cherrie's blog

2007-08-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart

You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.
It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.
You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.
You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!

Are You a Vain Girl?

Your Brain is Green

Of all the brain types, yours has the most balance.
You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver.
You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

What Color Is Your Brain?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Pride Quotient: 30%

You're a little prideful, but nothing out of the norm.
Like everyone, you enjoy attention. But you're also good at sharing the spotlight!

How Much Pride Do You Have?

Thank You!!

2007-07-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

This post is specially for my darlings, Jolyn, Uree, Christine and Shaki...

Thanks for the present that you all gave me...

I love it ! And I love you guys too!! =Pp

Life in UTAR would be dull without all of you...

Without you guys around, there will be NO :

Loud laughter in UTAR, in bus and basically everywhere

Captain Jack Sparrow walk (Jolyn, u can do the best Captain Jack Sparrow walk EVER!)

WTC! (Uree came up with this to replace some words which we can't say in front of Mommy Jolyn)

New language to learn- Tamil (pochi, pandi, etc etc), Shaki's language

Walking in the rain and yet have so much of fun

Yelling at people calling them "LOSERS!!" - Jolyn

"Don't look at me like you are judging me" - Uree

Nasi Lemak for most of the meals in UTAR

Great assignment group members!!

See! What more can I ask from them? They are just AWESOME!! Muacks!!

Mass communication Assigment- Press Conference

2007-07-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

Saturday(21st July 2007) - 2days before the press conference

Met Shaki and Christine at the Asia Jaya LRT station at about 9 or 10am... Waited for Uree a while then she text us to ask us to go ahead first because she is going to be late... So we went and fetch my sis from Taman Jaya LRT station and then went to Parkson and waited for Uree to arrive...

After that we went and buy all the ingredients needed and then went back home... Before starting our work, we went for lunch at the cafeteria downstairs next to the swimming pool...

Bottom is the picture of us coating the brownies and cleaning up...

Pictures taken on Saturday(21st July) while making the chocolate

Uree and Christine stayed over that night and we went and watch Vacancy that night at about 11+pm... After movie, we went down to KL and passed by all the clubs... That night was fantastic! But it would be even better if I can stay a lil later... =(

Taken after movie-Vacancy

Monday (23rd July 2007) - Press conference Day

We were the 1st host group to do the press conference... Overall, I think the press conference was ok... It wasn't bad! Well, at least Miss Gertrude didn't say anything much about it... Haha!!
Oh ya! And thanks to daddy... We had a nice design package and also mocked cheque!! =P

Ok, picture time...

Sorry Jo, I have to put the pictures below... Is just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!! =P

Cute? =)

Thats all for now... Too lazy to type.. Ciaoz!!

25th July 2007-Sociology test

2007-07-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

I am suppose to be doing my Web Page Design Assignment now but I got tired of all the stupid HTML coding… Argh!! The hotspot thingy isn’t working! I hate it when I can’t get the code right! HTML is just like Maths! If you get the codes right, then is fun… if you tried so many freaking times and you still can’t get that freaking code… that is when you just feel like throwing the whole book away!! =Pp

Anyway, I had Sociology mid term test today…

I didn’t study for it.. I SERIOUSLY didn’t study… Whenever I try reading the book, is like as though the book let out some “sleeping gas” or something… It makes me feel SUPER sleepy!! It reminds me of how I used to study for HISTORY and ended up falling asleep!! Haha!!

Anyway, our sociology lecturer told us last week that we will have our test during lecture but when we asked him today, he told us that the office doesn’t allow therefore he have to set the time later because we have to wait for other streams to finish their class…

So our (Uree, Christine, Shaki, Theyv and I) plan was canceled due to the test… we were suppose to go to Memorial Tunku Abdul Rahman today to look for information for Management Assignment which is going to due in another 2 weeks if I am not mistaken… Management Assignment and Web Page Design Assignment is due on the same week… (I think) After that should be all the presentations… *sigh*

Hmm… What else do I have next week?

Ohya! Not forgetting, Web Page Design presentation during lecture! Need to do a lot of reading on that… *sigh*

Anyway, where was I? Ohya! Sociology test!

Our test starts at 3pm and ends at 4pm… The test was held at PE007… When it was almost time, we (Jolyn, Uree, Shaki, Christine and I) walked to the canteen to get ice creams before walking to PE block..

By the time we reached there, it was still early so we waited in an empty classroom where Shaki became our Sociology lecturer… We asked a lot of questions and make all kinds of jokes!!

At 2++ almost 3, we were allowed to enter the lecture room… Our sociology lecturer invigilated us together with this staff/lecturer with serious attitude problem… In fact, I think most of their staffs and some of the lecturers have serious attitude problems!

She came in the class, the first thing she did…she yelled like a mad women who just ESCAPED from Tanjung Rambutan! We have ears and we are not deaf… If you want to shout, you don’t have to use the microphone… when you shout, your voice is loud enough to be heard by the whole class…is not like you are at an open area or something… Noise travels through the channel… Which means noise travel through the classroom… If you wanna use the microphone, then SPEAK… not YELL … Hello? Eardrums are sensitive… Once it is torn, you can’t replace them…

Moreover we (Jolyn, Uree, Christine, Shaki and I) were just speaking SOFTLY… is not like we can make the whole classroom noisy right? If you want to scold us, you don’t have to use the microphone… we are sitting right in front of you and you don’t have to give us that kind of stare… You don’t respect other people and you expect people to respect you? So what if you are elder than all of us? This doesn’t mean that you can scold and stare as you wish… We are no longer secondary school kids… we know how to fight for our own rights… Oh and not forgetting, without us (students) you won’t be able to get your salary!

The staffs here seriously have those tidak apa attitude… I went to the office a few times… those staffs there, they just SIT at their chairs and couldn’t even be bothered to walk to the desk and help you… This is an OFFICE for god’s sake… When there is someone at the desk, you are supposed to walk up to the desk and help that particular person even though he/she is just a student! Arghh!!

Okay, enough of all these craps! Need to get back to work! Ciaoz!