One whole year of ...

Love





The beginning of 2010

The beginning of this year started of with me doing my internship in the office called IDC located at Petaling Jaya. I tried looking for what I've always wanted to do but I failed hence, working at a place selected by UTAR. I would say that I did have a great time there although it was not what I've expected myself of doing. I get to meet new people, know more things from an entirely different industry and the list goes on. Even tough it is not what I've expected, I did enjoy every single moment of it!!

After my internship, I was on a trip with Dar and his friends to Langkawi.
The last time I remembered that place was 12 years ago when the island was still filled with mostly empty lands. The scenery, people, place of visit are all awesome ! The thing that was below my expectation is the Underwater World and also Laman Beras Terbakar ..
According to people who have been to the one in KLCC, they told me it was very much better ..
As for the Laman Beras Terbakar, who would have expected the place to be a housing area with a small little grassy place at the porch with a sign board saying "Beras Terbakar" and that's it?
Overall the trip was amazing and if I have the money next time, I would go snorkeling there !

Next trip would be Taiping and Penang which is coming up this Sunday! Wonders how is it going to be like!

After all these trips, I NEED A PART TIME JOB ! DESPERATELY !!! :(

Which is better ?


At first , I think that this is something nice because I find it nice when you can find 2 puzzles that
can match each other .. Then later I came across something else and I realized that was also not too bad ..
Because I am unsure of what I want ... Now I am confused ! I need help !

Puzzle pieces or ....

looks better ? o_O



*note: All pictures are taken from google

Comparison

Being compared by someone who is so close to you to someone who you hate so much .
How does it feel ?
I felt nothing but anger inside me .
Have you ever thought of how I felt before saying those words you said ?
Only when I told you then you realise .
Then after that you said everything was you fault that's why I am like that now .
What if I compare you to someone you dislike and hate so much and then later I tell you it is my fault that you act just like that person ?
How will you feel ?
Do you like that feeling ?
I can't tell how much of anger I have inside me now .
I don't feel like speaking to you .
Not even a word !

ARGHHH !!

Study Break !

I have a week of study break since my final week of the semester is over ..
However, I am too lazy to study !!
Is like after having such a busy 14 weeks of classes and now is the time to relax but you have to study for finals !
Anyways, I'll be sitting for 4 exams this semester ..

Pengajian Malaysia - 15th Sept (2pm)
Animation - 17th Sept (9am)
History of Art & Design 2 - 19th Sept (9am)
Digital Audio & Video - 24th Sept (2pm)

First paper on the 15th and I haven't started anything !
Except Kesan Perjanjian Inggeris Belanda which I read because of my assignment !
I am sooooooooooooooo LAZY !

FUUUhhhhh !

I've it wouldn't have been for you, I wouldn't have known her and found out so much ..
So I thank God for letting me know so much more things which you hid from me ! :D
Because you have hidden so many things from me, the first person that would lay their fist on you is not Kree or Vie ..
I would be proud to be the first ! :)
Come back to KL and you will get it ..
Or better yet when I see you that is what you get from me ..
A PUNCH NOT A SMILE !
BASTARD !

Whatever it is, I am happy that I have a new friend ! =D

Final Week Of My Year 2 Semester 2

Is the end of the semester and I have 3 assignments due on the same week !
2 Down !
1 more haven't even started !
God Bless meeeeeeeeeeeee !

Digital Imaging Assignment 3



p/s: I love my model ! XD

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I am so dead !

Yesterday and Today

Was sitting down at Chili's today with Mala, K-7 , Ezzy, Ezzy's Bf and Dar Dar after Kree left while Mala's daughters were having their fun time playing with their mother's scarf ..

We talked about a lot of things and then we came across one saying when a 2 person is in a relationship we must always learn how to give and take ..
I know saying it is easy but doing so is hard because everyone tends to want to have things their own way ..

At that point I thought about how things was for the past whereby I listen to that person and not myself every time which leads him stepping all over my head and beyond it ..
Then I was also thinking of how could I even tolerate it ?
I mean, for this current relationship .. I would listen to him at time but I also have my own opinion at the same time ..
How is it different now than before ? What makes it different this time ?

As for the other day, I was driving with Kree beside me and we were talking about something similar with what today's talk was about ..
She was telling me hers and I was telling her mine as how the past were ..
Not every past but just the recent one ..
It turn out that we both have the same kind of thinking ..
As in, is harder to trust people now as compared to before ..
Maybe the pain and heartache that was given by that one person will always remain as a scar that's why it is harder for me to believe in someone now ..
Maybe the pain and heartache that was given as a lesson to me so that I will thinking before believing in somebody ..

Until today afternoon, I still think about how things were if everything in the past didn't actually happen ..
If I were given the chance to choose it again, I would choose the same road that I've been through or else I wouldn't be able to meet such a wonderful person which I have in my life now who gives me 101% attention and make sure that everything is fine ..


Thanks Dar for being the one who;

  • Cares so much ,
  • Loves so much , and
  • Gives so much !!
Thanks for being such a great person that you are to me ~

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Pictures means A Thousand Words

Chocolate Lounge - One Utama
Chocolate Affairs & Chocolate Milk Shake

Dar and I
Note: The both of us and the sofa are all in red colour !

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