Lost Lost Lost

Which is the truth ?
Who is telling the truth ?
Who am I suppose to believe in ?
Even I myself can't tell ..
Why can't people just tell the truth rather than hurting people around them and making them suffer ?
Sigh ..

=(

ChOu ChOu going back on Monday ..
Don't know when will he be coming back ..
Promised me that it won't be long ..
Not for a week ..
That's what he told me ..
Can't wait for this coming week to pass ..
Once is passed, that means ChOu ChOu is back .. =D

Please pass quickly T_T *although it haven't started, but I wish it has already ended*

家好月圆-Moonlight Resonance

家好月圆

I am currently addicted to this movie !
Why ?
Because this show is just soooooooooooooooooooooooo NICE!
I cried ..
I laughed ..
Final episode this Sunday !!
DumDumDeeDumDumDumDeeDumDum ~
Yes, I am nuts ..
Thank you ! =)





昨天, 又跟他吵架了。
都怪我不好,为了一些小小的事跟他吵。
搞到要分手了。
如果没有她的出现会跟好吗?
为什么天天都是为了她呢?
我又试过不要理她的,但是我做不到。
为了你,她什么都可以做的。
我真的好怕

Exams

Exam has already started ..
Was busy during the study week as I have my assignments to complete ..
Not assignments but just one ..
Advertising Design 2 .. The marks wasn't that bad .. I am quite happy with the marks after so much of work .. =P
So .. the first paper was Advertising Design 2 .. 3 hours paper ! Not too tough .. I still manage to answer the questions but the sketching question was a lil tricky .. When I walked out of the exam hall, I see many people doing different things .. Whatever it is .. What is done is done .. Can't do anything about it ..
Second paper was English for Mass Communication .. Question 1 killed almost everyone !! Literature Review .. Some took 1 1/2 hours to complete .. I took 1 hour .. Reading the 2 articles is like putting me to bed during exam ! Question 2 and 3 was ok .. Not too bad .. Very much easier as compared to the first one ..
The next paper is my Chinese paper .. Is very basic chinese .. But I am still gonna die for it cause I don't know how to write ! Hooray ~! =D
After Chinese is my last paper .. Digital Photography .. which I heard is quite tough ..

Anyway, all the best to those who will be taking their exams .. =)

WHY ?!!?!!

Why do you have to go through all my stuff ?!!?!?
Why do you have to ask every question in the world ?!!?!?
Why do you want to know about every single thing I do ?!!?
Why do you not know how to open your mouth and ask instead of hinting things to me ?!!?

You know why am I not honest with you ?!!?
Is because you never trusted me !!
Is because you never let me choose what I want to do !!
Is because you never believe in what I am doing !!

Now you tell me, why must I be honest and truthful to you when you are not even trusting me !

Is it my fault that I want to do what I am doing now ?!
Is it my fault for choosing my own future instead of you telling me what to do ?!
Is it my fault for being mad at you for every little things that you do ?!

I am your daughter, not your puppet !!
If you don't believe in me then tell it straight to my face !
I am so sick of you wearing your mask in front of me !
Sick and tired of it !

Now you know why I don't feel like talking to you and get irritated easily don't you ?

不知道为什么

不知道为什么,当你不在我身边的时候,我会乱想。
希望你永远倒在我身边,
永远倒陪着我,
因为我真的好爱你。
不要你离开我。

Thoughts

Have you ever wonder, how much are you willing to give in for the one you love ?
I've heard that some people would die for the one they love ..
I've also heard that some people will just leave the one they love for what they have always wanted ..
As for me .. I think loving someone doesn't mean that you have to be together with that person .. As long as the one that you love is happy then you will be happy .. No ?
I thought of letting go many times of the one I love .. Why ?
Because there is that one person out there who loves him more that I do .. Or at least I think that she does ..
With every word of hers that I read .. I feel that I am being the wicked and cold- hearted one to separate the both of them .. It was said that they love each other .. is just someone is stuck in between the both of them .. which in this case .. it means me ..
Should I really give up and start moving on so that they will have a happier life ? Or should I continue being the one in between and see them suffer ?
I am confused .. As one tells me something and the other one tells me a different story ..
I am so lost ..

I Feel ...

I feel that everything I do now I need your company ..
Without your company ..
I will not get the work done ..
Why?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

When things doesn't go as the way I planned it ..
I will get upset over it ..
Why ?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

When problem arises between you and me ..
I will get upset over it ..
Why ?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

What am I suppose to do ?
Tell you ?
Or do I keep it to myself ?
How do I tell ?

I Miss You

I miss you ..
When will you be coming back ?
I wish you are here with me ..