I Feel ...

I feel that everything I do now I need your company ..
Without your company ..
I will not get the work done ..
Why?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

When things doesn't go as the way I planned it ..
I will get upset over it ..
Why ?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

When problem arises between you and me ..
I will get upset over it ..
Why ?
Is it because I am too attached to you ?

What am I suppose to do ?
Tell you ?
Or do I keep it to myself ?
How do I tell ?

I Miss You

I miss you ..
When will you be coming back ?
I wish you are here with me ..

O.o

Uni starting next week and results are not out yet ..
I wonder what is UTAR doing .. Keeping our results for sooooooooo long !
I am really curious about what am I gonna get .. This semester's CGPA is going to be worst as compared to foundation cause our marks depends on our assignments .. *sigh*

Next week .. The last week that I can relax before all the assignments ..

New semester = New subjects = More assignments = More work = More money spent = Less sleep = More stress !! =S

Winnie is coming back soon ! JUNE !! I am waiting for you !! Come quick ! =D

Get Well Soon

See you suffering is not what I want to see ..
Hope you will recover as soon as possible ..
So that you will be able to do what you want to do ..
Get well soon ..

Everytime We touch and I Can't Stop Loving You

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me, my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

Exams ? Holiday ?

Exams are over ..
First paper .. Communicative English ..
Hopefully a B but I don't think thats possible .. The paper was ....

Second paper .. Advertising Design ..
Was ok .. Not too bad I guess .. Sketch Sketch and more sketches ..

Third paper was horror ! Visual Communication ..
Starts at 9am came out 45 minutes later .. Why ? Cuz I can't answer .. LOL

Fourth paper and the last paper .. Colour Studies ..
Came out 35 minutes before the paper ends ..
Someone didn't turn up for the exam .. I should have called the other number =(

Now .. Holidays ! 3 weeks !
Gonna rot at home until the new semester ..
And when the new semester bill comes .. Mum is gonna make damn a lot of noise ..
Then the camera ! Markers ! etc etc ... More noise ! *sigh*

I feel ..

I feel empty ..
Like everything is just not right ..
I feel like something is missing ..
It used to be there ..
But not anymore ..
I hate this feeling ..
I feel insecure ..
Is like everything around me will be missing soon ..
I just want this feeling to go away ..
The only way for it to go is for that thing that is missing to return ..
Which I don't think is even possible ..
I miss it very much ..
Missing it badly ..

How Fast Are You ?

61 words

Speed test

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61 correct words
3 wrong words

新不了情 - Endless Love

心若倦了,
xin ruo juan le
If your heart is weary,

泪也乾了,
lei ye gan le
And your tears are all dried up.

这份心情,
zhe fen xin qing
This feeling,

难舍难了。
nan she nan liao
Is hard to relinquish or forget.


曾经拥有,
ceng jing yong you
I once used to have,

天荒地老,
tian huang di lao
All the time in the world.

已不见你,
yi bu jian ni
But I haven't seen you,

暮暮与朝朝。
mu mu yu chao chao
For many nights and many days.


这一份情,
zhe yi fen qing
This love,

永远难了,
Is forever difficult to resolve.

愿来生还能,
yuan lai sheng hai neng
I hope in our afterlife,

再度拥抱。
zai du yong bao
We can embrace again.


爱一个人,
ai yi ge ren
Loving someone,

如何斯守到老,
ru he si shou dao lao
How do you remain faithful till you're old?

怎样面对一切,
zen yang mian dui yi qie
How do you face everything,

我不知道。
wo bu zhi dao
I do not know.


回忆过去,
hui yi guo qu
Reviewing the past,

痛苦的相思忘不了,
tong ku de si xiang wang bu liao
The painful memories are unforgettable.

为何你还来,
wei he ni hai lao
Why do you come then,

拨动我心跳。
bo dong wo xin tiao
To make my heart race.

爱你怎么能了,
ai ni zen me neng liao
How is it possible to stop loving you?

今夜的你应该明了,
jin ye de ni ying gai ming liao
Tonight, you should understand,

缘难了情难了。
yuan nan liao qing nan liao.
It is difficult to escape fate, just as it is difficult to dissolve love.

Why .. ?

How much more can I take ?

How much more is there to come ?

I can't believe everything happens so fast ..

Happens and ends so soon ..

Why ?

Isn't there any other solutions to this ?

The problem that we are having is big enough that we couldn't settle ..

Why do you want to bring more people into this ?

Why ?

Why do you have to bring that someone when you know all it does it hurting me ?

Why do you want to hurt me ?

Isn't hurting me this way not enough for u ?

How much more do you want ?

What do you get out of it ?

Fun ? Joy ? Happiness ?

What are you actually thinking ?

Do you actually know what are you thinking ?

Do you actually know what do you want out of this ?

I keep asking myself why ..

Why do I hold on to this so much ?

Why do I still think that there is hope ?

Why do I love you so much ?

Why ?

Why are all my questions unanswered ?

Sigh .. I am so depressed ..




Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake

It's 'cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like living in a world with no air

OhI'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, it's incomplete

Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect meto live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel when I know you ain't there

It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew

Right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside

You took my breath, but I survived

I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No more

It's no air, no air

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