Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it true without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

If Only You Are Alright

If only you are as healthy as before, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you can speak, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you are here with me like you always do, I won't feel the way I do now ..

I wish that you will be here all the time like how you have always been throughout the years ..
I wish that you are not suffering because it hurts me even more to see you that way ..
I wish that you do not have to leave even though you are going to a better place ..

Today is a very special because it is the last festival in the lunar calendar before a new year comes ..
For the first time, you are not at home preparing and cooking for the festival ..
For the first time, you are not going to be at the dinner table with the rest of the family members ..
For the first time, this day is going to be different compared to the years before ..

I miss you .. I miss you very much .. And I know, I am going to miss you even more ..

IT'S FINALLY OVER !!!

Yes !! It's over !!
I've finally finish my foundation !!
I don't have to step into UTAR PD Block anymore !! (if I pass all my papers this semester =S)
Time really flies... I still remember the first time I stepped into UTAR with no friends there till I met so many friends.. I learned a lot during my days in UTAR.. Something which I've never thought I will learn before this.. (that's cuz they are all arts and not science.. LOL ) Everything was just like yesterday..
Most of my course mates will be going to Kampar.. Which means when class starts, I'll only be able to see a few of them.. But at least, I still get to meet Jolyn for another 1 semester and Uree for another 3 more years.. h0h0.. =P
Anyway, is holiday now.. classes will only start on the 8th of January 08.. That means I still have another few more weeks to do whatever I want before I die in degree.. =S
Well, thats all for now.. Getting bored of blogging.. =X
Ciao !!