Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas Everyone !! =)
Yesterday was Christmas Eve ..
I took 2 days off cuz I wanted to go out at night .. LOL
Went to pyramid yesterday ..
Saw lots of santa ! =P
Wanted to catch a movie with him but all the movies were fully booked !
Postponed to today ..
I don't know whats on that mind ..
Complicated and difficult to understand ..
I will never understand ..
Feel like as thought everything is just fake ..
I know .. I sound silly ..
But I really don't know which is the truth ..
Trust but can't be trusted ..
Then what am I suppose to do ?
Nothing and act like a freaking idiot .

Doesn't mean that every time we argue means that I don't sayang you ..
I still do as always and I know you do as well ..
I might be stubborn at times ..
But I still listen to you ..
I hope you do as well ..
LOL ! I am crapping too much ..
All I want to say is that no matter how much we argue, you are still that someone that no other people can replace .. =)

Tomorrow morning I'll be getting a very nice and pampered feeling again .. =)
Been getting it for the past few days .. Thanks to ChOu ChOu .. =P But now, leg damn tired .. Why ? The safety shoes are so damn freaking heavy and is too big for my leg ! Is like as though I tied a stone onto my leg and drag them along to work .. Sigh .. =(

Pity my leg please .. =(

It doesn't mean that when things aren't going the way it was planned it means cancel .. No ?
You never bother about how I feel do you ?
Have you ever wondered how much I wanted this ?
Have you ever wondered why do I want all this ?
Have you ever stand in my shoes and feel how I feel now ?
Have you ever thought of me ?
I wanted all this is because with it I feel that I am important to you .
But to you all this is just nothing .
Nothing important at all .
Perhaps I am thinking too much of being the important one and being the one you care about .
If I do think too much, please tell me .
Thank you and sorry .

=)

Thanks ..
For the time and money and effort and everything to put things the way they are now ..
I just can't stop saying how much I like the way things are now ..
Thanks for doing so much of things for me just to put that smile on my face ..
I know I act silly sometimes that's why you always call me silly >_<"
Thanks again ..
For the time you spent with me watching a not-so-nice movie and not complaining about it ..
and
For everything =)

Smile

Sometimes I feel that it is better that I do not know anything about that someone ..
Since the time she changed her blog address, I find myself being happier ..
I know, sometimes I do wonder what she writes and all ..
But come to think of it, not knowing is better than knowing ..
Cause when I don't know I will not bother about it ..
And when I don't bother, we do not argue over it ..
No arguments ! Isn't that good ? :)
I am happy being with who I am with now ..
And I know this is going to last no matter who or what comes in between ..
Why ? Cause I've been through too many things with this special person and I know he is someone very important to me ..
I know not every relationships are always sweet and loving ..
There are some ups and downs ..
But whatever it is, I know you will always be there for me ..
Just like how I will always be there for you from now until many many more years to come ..
Thank you ..