It doesn't mean that when things aren't going the way it was planned it means cancel .. No ?
You never bother about how I feel do you ?
Have you ever wondered how much I wanted this ?
Have you ever wondered why do I want all this ?
Have you ever stand in my shoes and feel how I feel now ?
Have you ever thought of me ?
I wanted all this is because with it I feel that I am important to you .
But to you all this is just nothing .
Nothing important at all .
Perhaps I am thinking too much of being the important one and being the one you care about .
If I do think too much, please tell me .
Thank you and sorry .