Yesterday and Today

Was sitting down at Chili's today with Mala, K-7 , Ezzy, Ezzy's Bf and Dar Dar after Kree left while Mala's daughters were having their fun time playing with their mother's scarf ..

We talked about a lot of things and then we came across one saying when a 2 person is in a relationship we must always learn how to give and take ..
I know saying it is easy but doing so is hard because everyone tends to want to have things their own way ..

At that point I thought about how things was for the past whereby I listen to that person and not myself every time which leads him stepping all over my head and beyond it ..
Then I was also thinking of how could I even tolerate it ?
I mean, for this current relationship .. I would listen to him at time but I also have my own opinion at the same time ..
How is it different now than before ? What makes it different this time ?

As for the other day, I was driving with Kree beside me and we were talking about something similar with what today's talk was about ..
She was telling me hers and I was telling her mine as how the past were ..
Not every past but just the recent one ..
It turn out that we both have the same kind of thinking ..
As in, is harder to trust people now as compared to before ..
Maybe the pain and heartache that was given by that one person will always remain as a scar that's why it is harder for me to believe in someone now ..
Maybe the pain and heartache that was given as a lesson to me so that I will thinking before believing in somebody ..

Until today afternoon, I still think about how things were if everything in the past didn't actually happen ..
If I were given the chance to choose it again, I would choose the same road that I've been through or else I wouldn't be able to meet such a wonderful person which I have in my life now who gives me 101% attention and make sure that everything is fine ..


Thanks Dar for being the one who;

• Cares so much ,
• Loves so much , and
  
• Gives so much !!

Thanks for being such a great person that you are to me ~

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.