Why .. ?

How much more can I take ?

How much more is there to come ?

I can't believe everything happens so fast ..

Happens and ends so soon ..

Why ?

Isn't there any other solutions to this ?

The problem that we are having is big enough that we couldn't settle ..

Why do you want to bring more people into this ?

Why ?

Why do you have to bring that someone when you know all it does it hurting me ?

Why do you want to hurt me ?

Isn't hurting me this way not enough for u ?

How much more do you want ?

What do you get out of it ?

Fun ? Joy ? Happiness ?

What are you actually thinking ?

Do you actually know what are you thinking ?

Do you actually know what do you want out of this ?

I keep asking myself why ..

Why do I hold on to this so much ?

Why do I still think that there is hope ?

Why do I love you so much ?

Why ?

Why are all my questions unanswered ?

Sigh .. I am so depressed ..




Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake

It's 'cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like living in a world with no air

OhI'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, it's incomplete

Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect meto live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel when I know you ain't there

It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew

Right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside

You took my breath, but I survived

I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No more

It's no air, no air

No air, airNo air, airNo air, airNo air, air

Aaliyah - The One I Gave My Heart To

How could the one I gave my heart to
break my heart so bad
How could the one who made me happy
make me feel so sad

Won't somebody tell me so I can understand
If you love me how could you hurt me like that

How could the one I gave my world to,
throw my world away
how could the one who said I love you
say the things you say
how could the one I was so true to
just tell me lies
how could the one I gave my heart to go and
break this heart of mine
tell me


How could you be so cold to me
when I gave you everything
all my love, all I had inside
How could you just walk out the door
how could you not love me anymore
I thought we had forever
I can't understand

How could the one I shared my dreams with
take my dream from me
How could the love that brought such pleasure
bring such misery
won't somebody tell me, somebody tell me please
If you love me how could you do that to me
tell me

Hey,
How could you just walk out the door
how could you not love me anymore
I thought we had forever
I can't understand no I can't understand

How could the one ( the one I gave my heart to)
break my heart so bad ( break my heart)
how could the one who made me happy (you made me so happy)
make me feel so sad ( make me feel so sad)
won't somebody tell me( won't you tell me)
so I can understand ( so I can understand)
If you love me how could you hurt me like that
(how could you hurt me)

How could the one I gave my world to,
throw my world away ( throw my world away)
how could the one who said I love you ( you said you love me)
say the things you say ( but you didn't love me)
how could the one I was so true to
just tell me lies ( you told me lies)
how could the one I gave my heart to
how could the one I gave my heart to
break this heart of mine

tell me

I tried ..

I tried ..

I tried very hard ..

I just can't ..

I don't have the strength to do it ..


Ever since you came into my life ..

I've learned to rely on you ..

You were where I go to when I have problems ..

You were the person I talk to ..

You were where I spend most of my time ..

Ever since you are here , I no longer stand on my

own 2 feet ..


And now when you have to leave ,

I am lost ..

I do not know what can I do ..

I do not know where can I stand ..

I do not know how to be independent and stand on my

own feet again ..


You once told me , you will always be there

whenever I need you ..

You once told me , with you by my side there is

nothing which can hurt me ..

You once told me , you will not hurt me ..

Well , at least try ..

But whatever I am going through now ,

I have to go through everything by myself ..

I am hurt more than ever ..

How much more pain can I take ?

Is like pushing me to the end of the path with no

lights to guide me

out and no air to breathe ..

I am suffocating .. I am out of air ..

How is there to help me ?

Please , help me out ..

From the tiniest thing that is around me ..
It reminds me of you ..

From things at home .. To the things outside ..
It reminds me of you ..

I don't know since when you've became such an important person in my life ..

I don't know since when you've became so influential ..

I don't know since when you've became a person which I can't live without ..

Maybe I can .. But I guess I've just chosen not to from the start ..
Therefore I can't stand on my own 2 feet ..

I no longer feel happiness ..
Even the happiest thing that happens in my life can never take away the sadness in me ..

I no longer feel that I am who I am .. Who am I now ?
What am I suppose to do to feel the way I used to ?
Where am I? I hate being where I am now .. I wish I will find my way out from this stranded place ..

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How do you feel when there are a lot of traps and things blocking the path that you are walking ?

What will you do ?

What will I do ?

What am I suppose to do ?

What can I do ?

Whatever I do, I still can't change things ..

You've gave me joy ..

You've gave me happiness ..

Too much until we can't see what is ahead of us ..

Now that we can see it right in front of our eyes, we have to choice but to go on our separate ways ..

Whatever we've been through shall remain as memories and to be kept in a box .. A box sealed and can never be open anymore ..

Even thought there are no promises of whatever that we've been through will last forever .. But I really wish it would ..

From this , I've learned that nothing in this world lasts forever ..

Get well soon

Get well soon my dear friend ..
I know you are strong enough to go through what you are going through ..
Do not give up ..
Everyone is here for you to support you ..

Complicated Thoughts

Complicated thoughts ..
A lot of things running through my mind now.. Maybe not a lot ..
Just one .. But that one , kept me thinking for a very long time ..
How will it be later ? What will the others think ? What will happen if it doesn't turn out the way it is suppose to ? What is anything goes wrong ?
I wonder what will tomorrow be like .. Hopefully everything turns out fine .. Not the way I thought it will be ..
God Bless Me ... Please ..

Let go ..

Learn to let go ...
Is easier to be said than done ..
But you will be a better person without the hurt and the pain ...
Stop holding on ...
You will feel better that way ...
I hope you will be alright soon ...
I really hope that one day will not take too long ...

Happy Chinese New Year !

Happy Chinese New Year !!!!!
GONG XI FA CAI !!
XIN NIAN KUAI LE !! =P

BUSY

Will upload soon .. When there is not much assignment ..
At this moment .. I am suffocated !!
Sorry for the lack of updates !!
=P