Today on my way back from my aunt's house after dinner ..
Sis : Looked up at the dark sky and notice blue, red lights blinking and said jokingly .. "JIE !! LOOK !! UFO !! "
Me: Yeah right lah ! UFO your head !!
Sis: Eih ! I am serious lah wei !! Really !! Is really UFO !!
Me: Stop crapping lah !
Sis: REALLYYYYY !! You don't believe you come and see !! FASTER come and SEE !!
Me: *Went towards the window at her side and looked up at the sky*
"Where ? Where ? I don't see anything !!"
Sis: Eh ! Is just an aeroplane ! AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ! *laugh loudly*
Me: Stupid lah you ! *went back to my place*
Parents: What happened ? What are you all laughing at ??
Me: That meimei lah ! Simply say she say UFO !
Parents: *laughed LOUDLY*
Sis: What?!?? I was joking at first ! Then later I really thought it is a UFO ! Since when aeroplane has BLUE and RED lights on it !!
Parents & I: *Laughed loudly at my silly sister*
On my way home ..
INTERVIEW !! =D
The interviewer was not bad ..
He told us (Kree and I) about his experienced and all ..
I think it should be fun working in an advertising agency/group/company ..
Lots of exposure ..
Get to know more people who are related to what I am studying ..
Then at least I know what does the clients and etc wants ..
Hopefully I get to go through the 2nd and also 3rd interview and get the job ..
I don't want to stay and rot at home anymore .. T_T
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Went to Mid Valley after the interview with Kree to eat ..
Then met Apan later ..
I bought a wallet for ChOuChOu ..
His wallet is making all the cards especially his ATM card crooked !
Then he will not be able to withdraw money from the ATM machine .. =(
Hopefully this wallet will keep his card from being bent everytime he sits down .. xP
Why is it so Hard ?
Like what the tittle says, Why is it so hard ?
Why is it so hard for the other half to be truthful ?
Why do you have to hide everything from them ?
Have you ever thought that when you lie to them and when they find out everything by themselves it will hurt them even more ?
Why can't people just tell the truth ?
Especially you .
Is it so hard to tell me everything ?
If it is, then I will not ask you anymore questions from now onwards .
I prefer not knowing than to find out later that you are actually lying to me .
That's all for now .
Not in a mood to blog, text or answer calls from you .
Bye.
BORED after 3 days of the 3 months HOLIDAY
Can anyone please safe me from this boring holiday ?!
I want a job !
I want a job !
I WANT A JOB !
Anyone can help me pweeaassse ? =(
This holiday is so sad ..
I only have my Brownie to accompany me ..
ChouChou ah ChouChou ..
Come back faster lah ..
Sang mo gu already lar ..
Mo gu Job Needed !!
Or I'll rot at home and my coursemates won't be able to see me in January 2009 !!
Went to www.jobstreets.com.my to look for job in the field that I am currently studying in ..
Managed to find a few companies that were looking for internships ..
I applied a few of them ..
Hopefully I'll get response soon ..
I want to work !
I am going to rot at home!!
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !!
Bla ..
Imagine someone suddenly came into your life out of no where and starts thinking that as thought she isn't bothering someone's life. I did thought of letting everything go.
Why ?
Cause that person was being so annoying . *is not like she is not now. She still is annoying*
Like what I said before , if I were to continue being in this situation that I am in now , I will undergo depression very soon and then I will die drowning in my tears .
Who wants all those things to happen to themselves, right ?
That is why, I've decided on giving up.
Then later I was talking to a friend online .
A friend who I met online which turns out to be a good friend =)
Thank you Summer ~
I was telling her about my problems .
I told her that if I did continue being where I am I am going to be depressed.
Then she said "No.. Not soon .. You are already depressed."
LOL ! Am I really depressed?
Now that I am thinking with my head and not my heart, does this person really worth all my tears.
If she do, why?
Because she came out from no where and causing havoc in my life? I shouldn't be depressed for that miserable person .. No?
But again, I wasn't using my head earlier .
So yeah.. I cried.. =P
Then later while I was curling myself in bed with tears, I wanted to talk to someone.
Just that one.
I waited awhile for the tears to stop.
Then I called.
First thing after I said "Hello" the first sentence which I heard from him was ,
"Why are you crying ?! What happened ?!"
Tears started flowing down my cheek .
Again .
All I answered was ,
"I don't know."
He thought I was hiding things from him .
Then he told me about something which would make me happier .
Then he told me not to think too much and that everything would be fine .
After that call, is like the sun after the rain.
Skies got brighter, sun started shinning.
I felt a lot better after that call.
Thank you.
For the love and comfort.
That's all that I need at that moment. =) <3 you .
Why lah Why ?
If you are reading my blog ..
Why do you have to keep viewing my profile ?
Why Why ?
Does it even concern you where I go and who I am being with ?
I thought you say you are giving up ?
Then why do you even bother ?
Is he holding on to you ?
Can you just make my life happier by moving on ?
You are giving me nothing but tears every now and then ..
Endless arguments ..
Endless tears ..
Endless heartaches ..
Sleepless nights !
Do you know how much of trouble you are causing me ?
Focus on what you are doing would you ?
Whatever I do have got nothing to do with you ..
If you are unhappy with what I am doing and who I am out with, talk to me..
I will settle it with you !
I can't stand you being here to cause me nothing but all those stupid troubles that you giving me !
Sunday, 21st September 2008
L - R : Dragon fruit juice , Sour Plum juiceWent and have a drink before Mamma Mia that day ..
I ordered the drink on the left while he ordered the drink on the right ..
It looks good doesn't it ?
It only looks good .. Trust me ..
You wouldn't want to drink it ..
The one on the left tasted like unripe dragon fruit mixed with the sour mandarin orange peel which people eat when they feel like puke-ing ..
The one on the right taste very sour cause they put in lime, sour plum, and i think i taste sour mandarin orange peel too !
End up ordering another mineral water because they don't taste as good as it looks ..
Sad Sad Sad ~
But 2 things that were wonderful that day ..
1 - I get to watch Mamma Mia
2 - The best part, I love the person who accompanied me that day !! You always put a smile on my face when I am upset .. Thanks =)
Lost Lost Lost
Who is telling the truth ?
Who am I suppose to believe in ?
Even I myself can't tell ..
Why can't people just tell the truth rather than hurting people around them and making them suffer ?
Sigh ..
=(
ChOu ChOu going back on Monday ..
Don't know when will he be coming back ..
Promised me that it won't be long ..
Not for a week ..
That's what he told me ..
Can't wait for this coming week to pass ..
Once is passed, that means ChOu ChOu is back .. =D
Please pass quickly T_T *although it haven't started, but I wish it has already ended*
家好月圆-Moonlight Resonance
家好月圆I am currently addicted to this movie !
Why ?
Because this show is just soooooooooooooooooooooooo NICE！
I cried ..
I laughed ..
Final episode this Sunday !!
DumDumDeeDumDumDumDeeDumDum ~
Yes, I am nuts ..
Thank you ! =)
Exams
Exam has already started ..
Was busy during the study week as I have my assignments to complete ..
Not assignments but just one ..
Advertising Design 2 .. The marks wasn't that bad .. I am quite happy with the marks after so much of work .. =P
So .. the first paper was Advertising Design 2 .. 3 hours paper ! Not too tough .. I still manage to answer the questions but the sketching question was a lil tricky .. When I walked out of the exam hall, I see many people doing different things .. Whatever it is .. What is done is done .. Can't do anything about it ..
Second paper was English for Mass Communication .. Question 1 killed almost everyone !! Literature Review .. Some took 1 1/2 hours to complete .. I took 1 hour .. Reading the 2 articles is like putting me to bed during exam ! Question 2 and 3 was ok .. Not too bad .. Very much easier as compared to the first one ..
The next paper is my Chinese paper .. Is very basic chinese .. But I am still gonna die for it cause I don't know how to write ! Hooray ~! =D
After Chinese is my last paper .. Digital Photography .. which I heard is quite tough ..
Anyway, all the best to those who will be taking their exams .. =)
WHY ?!!?!!
Why do you have to go through all my stuff ?!!?!?
Why do you have to ask every question in the world ?!!?!?
Why do you want to know about every single thing I do ?!!?
Why do you not know how to open your mouth and ask instead of hinting things to me ?!!?
You know why am I not honest with you ?!!?
Is because you never trusted me !!
Is because you never let me choose what I want to do !!
Is because you never believe in what I am doing !!
Now you tell me, why must I be honest and truthful to you when you are not even trusting me !
Is it my fault that I want to do what I am doing now ?!
Is it my fault for choosing my own future instead of you telling me what to do ?!
Is it my fault for being mad at you for every little things that you do ?!
I am your daughter, not your puppet !!
If you don't believe in me then tell it straight to my face !
I am so sick of you wearing your mask in front of me !
Sick and tired of it !
Now you know why I don't feel like talking to you and get irritated easily don't you ?
Thoughts
I've heard that some people would die for the one they love ..
I've also heard that some people will just leave the one they love for what they have always wanted ..
As for me .. I think loving someone doesn't mean that you have to be together with that person .. As long as the one that you love is happy then you will be happy .. No ?
I thought of letting go many times of the one I love .. Why ?
Because there is that one person out there who loves him more that I do .. Or at least I think that she does ..
With every word of hers that I read .. I feel that I am being the wicked and cold- hearted one to separate the both of them .. It was said that they love each other .. is just someone is stuck in between the both of them .. which in this case .. it means me ..
Should I really give up and start moving on so that they will have a happier life ? Or should I continue being the one in between and see them suffer ?
I am confused .. As one tells me something and the other one tells me a different story ..
I am so lost ..
- Me -
- Vanessa
- Simple girl who loves the company of her darling. Loves the comfort of her room. I am simply a girl who can spend most of the time in the room doing practically nothing. Loves traveling A LOT especially the beaches. Hates being pushed around. Hates being what people wants her to be. I am who I am and I will not change for anyone.
DarDar & I
12th July 2009
Vanessa
