From the tiniest thing that is around me ..
It reminds me of you ..

From things at home .. To the things outside ..
It reminds me of you ..

I don't know since when you've became such an important person in my life ..

I don't know since when you've became so influential ..

I don't know since when you've became a person which I can't live without ..

Maybe I can .. But I guess I've just chosen not to from the start ..
Therefore I can't stand on my own 2 feet ..

I no longer feel happiness ..
Even the happiest thing that happens in my life can never take away the sadness in me ..

I no longer feel that I am who I am .. Who am I now ?
What am I suppose to do to feel the way I used to ?
Where am I? I hate being where I am now .. I wish I will find my way out from this stranded place ..

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How do you feel when there are a lot of traps and things blocking the path that you are walking ?

What will you do ?

What will I do ?

What am I suppose to do ?

What can I do ?

Whatever I do, I still can't change things ..

You've gave me joy ..

You've gave me happiness ..

Too much until we can't see what is ahead of us ..

Now that we can see it right in front of our eyes, we have to choice but to go on our separate ways ..

Whatever we've been through shall remain as memories and to be kept in a box .. A box sealed and can never be open anymore ..

Even thought there are no promises of whatever that we've been through will last forever .. But I really wish it would ..

From this , I've learned that nothing in this world lasts forever ..

Get well soon

Get well soon my dear friend ..
I know you are strong enough to go through what you are going through ..
Do not give up ..
Everyone is here for you to support you ..

Complicated Thoughts

Complicated thoughts ..
A lot of things running through my mind now.. Maybe not a lot ..
Just one .. But that one , kept me thinking for a very long time ..
How will it be later ? What will the others think ? What will happen if it doesn't turn out the way it is suppose to ? What is anything goes wrong ?
I wonder what will tomorrow be like .. Hopefully everything turns out fine .. Not the way I thought it will be ..
God Bless Me ... Please ..

Let go ..

Learn to let go ...
Is easier to be said than done ..
But you will be a better person without the hurt and the pain ...
Stop holding on ...
You will feel better that way ...
I hope you will be alright soon ...
I really hope that one day will not take too long ...

Happy Chinese New Year !

Happy Chinese New Year !!!!!
GONG XI FA CAI !!
XIN NIAN KUAI LE !! =P

BUSY

Will upload soon .. When there is not much assignment ..
At this moment .. I am suffocated !!
Sorry for the lack of updates !!
=P

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it true without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

If Only You Are Alright

If only you are as healthy as before, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you can speak, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you are here with me like you always do, I won't feel the way I do now ..

I wish that you will be here all the time like how you have always been throughout the years ..
I wish that you are not suffering because it hurts me even more to see you that way ..
I wish that you do not have to leave even though you are going to a better place ..

Today is a very special because it is the last festival in the lunar calendar before a new year comes ..
For the first time, you are not at home preparing and cooking for the festival ..
For the first time, you are not going to be at the dinner table with the rest of the family members ..
For the first time, this day is going to be different compared to the years before ..

I miss you .. I miss you very much .. And I know, I am going to miss you even more ..

IT'S FINALLY OVER !!!

Yes !! It's over !!
I've finally finish my foundation !!
I don't have to step into UTAR PD Block anymore !! (if I pass all my papers this semester =S)
Time really flies... I still remember the first time I stepped into UTAR with no friends there till I met so many friends.. I learned a lot during my days in UTAR.. Something which I've never thought I will learn before this.. (that's cuz they are all arts and not science.. LOL ) Everything was just like yesterday..
Most of my course mates will be going to Kampar.. Which means when class starts, I'll only be able to see a few of them.. But at least, I still get to meet Jolyn for another 1 semester and Uree for another 3 more years.. h0h0.. =P
Anyway, is holiday now.. classes will only start on the 8th of January 08.. That means I still have another few more weeks to do whatever I want before I die in degree.. =S
Well, thats all for now.. Getting bored of blogging.. =X
Ciao !!