Comparison

Being compared by someone who is so close to you to someone who you hate so much .
How does it feel ?
I felt nothing but anger inside me .
Have you ever thought of how I felt before saying those words you said ?
Only when I told you then you realise .
Then after that you said everything was you fault that's why I am like that now .
What if I compare you to someone you dislike and hate so much and then later I tell you it is my fault that you act just like that person ?
How will you feel ?
Do you like that feeling ?
I can't tell how much of anger I have inside me now .
I don't feel like speaking to you .
Not even a word !

ARGHHH !!

Study Break !

I have a week of study break since my final week of the semester is over ..
However, I am too lazy to study !!
Is like after having such a busy 14 weeks of classes and now is the time to relax but you have to study for finals !
Anyways, I'll be sitting for 4 exams this semester ..

Pengajian Malaysia - 15th Sept (2pm)
Animation - 17th Sept (9am)
History of Art & Design 2 - 19th Sept (9am)
Digital Audio & Video - 24th Sept (2pm)

First paper on the 15th and I haven't started anything !
Except Kesan Perjanjian Inggeris Belanda which I read because of my assignment !
I am sooooooooooooooo LAZY !

FUUUhhhhh !

I've it wouldn't have been for you, I wouldn't have known her and found out so much ..
So I thank God for letting me know so much more things which you hid from me ! :D
Because you have hidden so many things from me, the first person that would lay their fist on you is not Kree or Vie ..
I would be proud to be the first ! :)
Come back to KL and you will get it ..
Or better yet when I see you that is what you get from me ..
A PUNCH NOT A SMILE !
BASTARD !

Whatever it is, I am happy that I have a new friend ! =D

Final Week Of My Year 2 Semester 2

Is the end of the semester and I have 3 assignments due on the same week !
2 Down !
1 more haven't even started !
God Bless meeeeeeeeeeeee !

Digital Imaging Assignment 3



p/s: I love my model ! XD

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I am so dead !

Yesterday and Today

Was sitting down at Chili's today with Mala, K-7 , Ezzy, Ezzy's Bf and Dar Dar after Kree left while Mala's daughters were having their fun time playing with their mother's scarf ..

We talked about a lot of things and then we came across one saying when a 2 person is in a relationship we must always learn how to give and take ..
I know saying it is easy but doing so is hard because everyone tends to want to have things their own way ..

At that point I thought about how things was for the past whereby I listen to that person and not myself every time which leads him stepping all over my head and beyond it ..
Then I was also thinking of how could I even tolerate it ?
I mean, for this current relationship .. I would listen to him at time but I also have my own opinion at the same time ..
How is it different now than before ? What makes it different this time ?

As for the other day, I was driving with Kree beside me and we were talking about something similar with what today's talk was about ..
She was telling me hers and I was telling her mine as how the past were ..
Not every past but just the recent one ..
It turn out that we both have the same kind of thinking ..
As in, is harder to trust people now as compared to before ..
Maybe the pain and heartache that was given by that one person will always remain as a scar that's why it is harder for me to believe in someone now ..
Maybe the pain and heartache that was given as a lesson to me so that I will thinking before believing in somebody ..

Until today afternoon, I still think about how things were if everything in the past didn't actually happen ..
If I were given the chance to choose it again, I would choose the same road that I've been through or else I wouldn't be able to meet such a wonderful person which I have in my life now who gives me 101% attention and make sure that everything is fine ..


Thanks Dar for being the one who;

• Cares so much ,
• Loves so much , and
  
• Gives so much !!

Thanks for being such a great person that you are to me ~

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Pictures means A Thousand Words

Chocolate Lounge - One Utama
Chocolate Affairs & Chocolate Milk Shake

Dar and I
Note: The both of us and the sofa are all in red colour !

Up - 3D (Additional RM5)

YAY !

WEeeeee !
Since the bar list is out ~
I am on my Ponteng Spree !!


Monday

• Met Dar at 1pm
  
• Went and see a skin specialist doctor which cost me RM78 and a summon of RM15
• Went and had chicken rice for lunch
  
• Watched 'Aliens In The Attics' in Mid Valley
• Fetched Dar home

Tuesday

• Met Dar at 2.30pm
• Went to Jusco
• Had Nando's for lunch
• Fetched Dar home

Wednesday

• Stay at home and do nothing

Thursday

• Meeting Dar at 12pm
  
• Lunch
  
• Catching 'I Love Beth Cooper' at 1utama
• Sri Rampai pasar malam
  
• Dinner with Dar
• Fetch Dar home

Friday

• Meeting dar at about 4pm
• Dinner
• Catching 'Up' at 1utama
• Fetch Dar home

I can't ponteng on Thursday morning and Friday afternoon because I have something to show my lecturer ..
Ohya, and also cause it is a 100% coursework subject .. The bar list is not out till next week .. I think !


And oh ya,
I love what I am now !
And I am glad that I have it ! =D

14th August 2009

Went and catch a late night movie last week Friday cause I didn't have to work that night ..
Dar and I didn't plan what movie to watch so when we reach 1 Utama we were deciding on which movie to watch . Either Aliens In The Attics or On His Majesty's Secret Service ..
Basically, I didn't like the show ..
Is DAMN lame but everyone is laughing like as though it is very funny !
Dar told me "If I were to comment on this show I would say that I've wasted 11bucks and 2 hours watching this movie !"
But no matter how bad the movie was, I still enjoyed the day ..
Thankiewwww ~~~ * =)

Oh ya, I met Uree later after sending Dar home and she vomited somewhere in Bangsar before meeting me and after that she told me that she is afraid of RICE ! But the day after that was forced to eat rice cause YS tapao chicken rice .. Ekekekeke !

22nd July 2009, 2024

Why is it that every time something happens, you will be the one who will comfort me even when you are upset ?
I know I shouldn't act the way I did ..
I don't know why will I act that way ..
I always make you feel worst than how you felt earlier ..
Sometime I think that I never care about how you feel ..
All I care for was myself ..
Sometimes I feel that you care too much about me to the extend that you will not care about how you feel ..
Why is it always like that ?
Why do I always make matters worst for you ?
Sigh ..
Sometimes I just wish I am not as emotional as I am ..
Sometimes I just wish that I am not what I am ..
Sometimes I just wish I am more considerate ..
Sigh ..