I can't believe that I actually cried while I was having my lunch today ..
I can't believe that you were leaving without letting me know earlier ..
I can't believe that you won't be here for me to hug and cry when I am sad ..
I can't believe that I won't be able to see you anymore ..
You are the first that I've loved so much ..
I am going to miss you badly ..
I love you ..
And always will ..
Loves Everything As It Is Now
27th of October . The day that I dislike most .
Mess created by Vanessa Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 11:19 PM
To ChOu ChOu
Mess created by Vanessa Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 11:51 PM
At this time of last year you were far away from me, wishing that we were together to celebrate this special day of yours ..
At this time of the last year I still remember you told me you were happy with the present that has been given to you ..
At this time of last year I really thought that this day would never come ..
But it actually did ..
I am glad that you are a part of me now ..
Giving me laughter and joy ..
Not forgetting the tears that came out from us because of the fear of loosing each other ..
Not forgetting people who came in and out of our lives doing endless things ..
No matter what happens between us in the future, I always hope that you will be there for me ..
And together we will celebrate this special day of yours next year and many more years to come ..
Happy Birthday Baby ..
<3 you as always =)
At this time of the last year I still remember you told me you were happy with the present that has been given to you ..
At this time of last year I really thought that this day would never come ..
But it actually did ..
I am glad that you are a part of me now ..
Giving me laughter and joy ..
Not forgetting the tears that came out from us because of the fear of loosing each other ..
Not forgetting people who came in and out of our lives doing endless things ..
No matter what happens between us in the future, I always hope that you will be there for me ..
And together we will celebrate this special day of yours next year and many more years to come ..
Happy Birthday Baby ..
<3 you as always =)
2 Bla Bla Bla Labels: ChOu
Thursday, 16th October 2008
Mess created by Vanessa Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 10:12 PM
Tomorrow off day =D
I am so happy cause I worked like a mad woman today !
They soaked all the cutlery and plates !
They even covered everything in the whole restaurant because they were soaking all the stuff ..
So those who did the opening of the restaurant today need to put everything back to place + QA + Opening floor ..
And today we have people on leave therefore, not enough staff ._."
Talking about not enough staff at the wrong time ~_~"
I shouldn't be talking about work now because .. I am off tomorrow =P
Don't know what is the plan tomorrow .. But I am sure I have a lot of time with PiGu ChOu ChOu !
For now, Good Night !
I am so happy cause I worked like a mad woman today !
They soaked all the cutlery and plates !
They even covered everything in the whole restaurant because they were soaking all the stuff ..
So those who did the opening of the restaurant today need to put everything back to place + QA + Opening floor ..
And today we have people on leave therefore, not enough staff ._."
Talking about not enough staff at the wrong time ~_~"
I shouldn't be talking about work now because .. I am off tomorrow =P
Don't know what is the plan tomorrow .. But I am sure I have a lot of time with PiGu ChOu ChOu !
For now, Good Night !
0 Bla Bla Bla Labels: Chili's Mid Valley, ChOu, My Life
Open QA = DAMN TIRING !!
Mess created by Vanessa Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
Start work at 9am today ..
And today was my first time opening the QA ..
What is QA ?
Is a place where all the food and everything is being checked before serving it to the customer ..
Before the restaurant opens, everything in the QA has got to be in place so that it will be faster and easier for the food to be sent out ..
In the morning, who ever who does the opening have to take out all the gravy, soups and sauces from the fridge and heat everything up and then check it with the blue color thermometer like thingy .. *is called bio something*
If the gravy or sauce or soup is not up to 170F, then it has got to be re-heated ..
Then the person has got to on all the warmer .. make sure the chips and everything is in place ..
Make sure the plate and knives and spoons are in place ..
Make sure that there is back up for everything ..
If there is no backup, then you have to get it and label everything according to the life spend of the thing ..
Then the person has got to make coffee (2 decanter) and boil water (3 decanter) then send 1 coffee and water to the bar ..
The by the time you finish everything ..
Is almost 11.30am ._.
Then you'll have your 15minutes break and then lunch time = serving time = busy time ._.
By the time you were so busy walking and serving and taking orders in the restaurant , when everything slows down, its already 2.30 - 3pm ..
Later at 4pm, there will be customers again ..
Coming in for happy hour ..
Then .. is time for me to go home ! 5pm ! =)
Today was the first day where I felt like as though I've walk 10km !!
My leg .. *Ouch*
Now, is 8.40pm .. Is time for me to go to bed ..
I've work at 9am tomorrow ._.
I just hope I don't have to open QA again ..
I'll cause havoc again and I'll be dead tired !! =S
Good Night ~ ZzzZZzzz
And today was my first time opening the QA ..
What is QA ?
Is a place where all the food and everything is being checked before serving it to the customer ..
Before the restaurant opens, everything in the QA has got to be in place so that it will be faster and easier for the food to be sent out ..
In the morning, who ever who does the opening have to take out all the gravy, soups and sauces from the fridge and heat everything up and then check it with the blue color thermometer like thingy .. *is called bio something*
If the gravy or sauce or soup is not up to 170F, then it has got to be re-heated ..
Then the person has got to on all the warmer .. make sure the chips and everything is in place ..
Make sure the plate and knives and spoons are in place ..
Make sure that there is back up for everything ..
If there is no backup, then you have to get it and label everything according to the life spend of the thing ..
Then the person has got to make coffee (2 decanter) and boil water (3 decanter) then send 1 coffee and water to the bar ..
The by the time you finish everything ..
Is almost 11.30am ._.
Then you'll have your 15minutes break and then lunch time = serving time = busy time ._.
By the time you were so busy walking and serving and taking orders in the restaurant , when everything slows down, its already 2.30 - 3pm ..
Later at 4pm, there will be customers again ..
Coming in for happy hour ..
Then .. is time for me to go home ! 5pm ! =)
Today was the first day where I felt like as though I've walk 10km !!
My leg .. *Ouch*
Now, is 8.40pm .. Is time for me to go to bed ..
I've work at 9am tomorrow ._.
I just hope I don't have to open QA again ..
I'll cause havoc again and I'll be dead tired !! =S
Good Night ~ ZzzZZzzz
*Thanks ChOuChOu for everything ^^*
0 Bla Bla Bla Labels: Chili's Mid Valley, ChOu, My Life
Chili's Staff Party
Mess created by Vanessa Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 9:39 PM
No work today ..
All Chili's outlets were closed due to the staff party at FRIM today ..
Met with the others at 9am outside Mid Valley and then sat the bus all the way to FRIM ..
The staff party started out with food and drinks and then later we had team games ..
It was fun but tiring .. *imagine playing games under the hot sun*
Met Kree Kree ..
I was enjoying myself under the canopy with fan laughing at Kree Kree trying to grab hold of one ball each in both her arms and legs while trying to talk across .. =P
Then later they had nature walk which I didn't go because of my leg ..
The guide told us that is it going to be slippery and there will be leeches ..
Imagine with my leg like that and suddenly a leech just stick itself there and start sucking my blood from the wound .. *ouch*
We left FRIM about 5+pm ..
Someone told me *I think it was Nirmala* that even working days are not as tiring as today ..
Talk about work ..
I have mine at 9am tomorrow ..
Ciao !
p/s: for the human who thinks that I am writing about her and that I am writing on her blog , please check the IP if u can and if u notice, that person and I have a different IP. kthxbye.
All Chili's outlets were closed due to the staff party at FRIM today ..
Met with the others at 9am outside Mid Valley and then sat the bus all the way to FRIM ..
The staff party started out with food and drinks and then later we had team games ..
It was fun but tiring .. *imagine playing games under the hot sun*
Met Kree Kree ..
I was enjoying myself under the canopy with fan laughing at Kree Kree trying to grab hold of one ball each in both her arms and legs while trying to talk across .. =P
Then later they had nature walk which I didn't go because of my leg ..
The guide told us that is it going to be slippery and there will be leeches ..
Imagine with my leg like that and suddenly a leech just stick itself there and start sucking my blood from the wound .. *ouch*
We left FRIM about 5+pm ..
Someone told me *I think it was Nirmala* that even working days are not as tiring as today ..
Talk about work ..
I have mine at 9am tomorrow ..
Ciao !
p/s: for the human who thinks that I am writing about her and that I am writing on her blog , please check the IP if u can and if u notice, that person and I have a different IP. kthxbye.
Please Don't
Mess created by Vanessa Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 11:18 PM
Please don't take him away from all of us .
We love him too much to let him go .
He will be strong and he love being here .
Please don't take him away .
I thank You for not taking him away .
We love him too much to let him go .
He will be strong and he love being here .
Please don't take him away .
I thank You for not taking him away .
0 Bla Bla Bla Labels: EmO, Family, Parents
Lazy
Mess created by Vanessa @ 9:19 PM
I am lazy to talk about you now .
I have no time for you .
Wait until I settle everything which is FAR more important than you then I will come back to you .
For now, I will just leave you to write shit and nuts in you stupid space !
Bye ! =)
You Can Do It！！
Mess created by Vanessa @ 9:13 PM
Lots of things happen these few days ..
But whatever that happens, have got nothing to do with ChOu ChOu and also you (the-you-know-who-you-are) ..
But I thank ChOu ChOu for being there ..
For the shoulder and the ears ..
<3 you as always =)
No matter how tough this problem is, I am willing to go through it ..
I do not want this problem to fade away ..
I just wanted it to not even existed ..
But since it has already existed, I want it to stay ..
Because when this problem starts fading away, I will lose someone which I love and treasure very much ..
Daddy, no matter what, we will go through this as a family ..
We will always be there to support you ..
That's what family is here for ..
We all love you and we will go through this together ..
We will always love and support you ..
Be strong ..
You can do it !
加油！！
0 Bla Bla Bla Labels: ChOu, Family, My Life, Parents
The special someone
Mess created by Vanessa @ 8:33 PM
This special someone have always been there for me since the day I was born ..
This special someone is one of the few who never left me in any difficulties ..
This special someone is the one who I have many happy and memorable moments with ..
This special someone is the one who always make sure that I am safe ..
This special someone is one of the few who make me feel that I am home no matter where we are ..
This special someone is the one who thought me how to be independent ..
This special someone is the one who thought me not to be selfish .. ( In a hard way which I can remember until now)
This special someone is the one who thought me how to be who I am today ..
This special someone is the one has given me everything that I have today ..
Without you, I will not be who I am now ..
Without you, I will not have what I have now ..
I don't know what I will be without you ..
You walked beside me and guide me through my difficulties ..
Now that you have your difficulties, all I can do is just to watch you go through it ..
I can't do anything ..
I am sorry Daddy ..
But no matter what, I love you .
This special someone is one of the few who never left me in any difficulties ..
This special someone is the one who I have many happy and memorable moments with ..
This special someone is the one who always make sure that I am safe ..
This special someone is one of the few who make me feel that I am home no matter where we are ..
This special someone is the one who thought me how to be independent ..
This special someone is the one who thought me not to be selfish .. ( In a hard way which I can remember until now)
This special someone is the one who thought me how to be who I am today ..
This special someone is the one has given me everything that I have today ..
Without you, I will not be who I am now ..
Without you, I will not have what I have now ..
I don't know what I will be without you ..
You walked beside me and guide me through my difficulties ..
Now that you have your difficulties, all I can do is just to watch you go through it ..
I can't do anything ..
I am sorry Daddy ..
But no matter what, I love you .
0 Bla Bla Bla Labels: EmO, Family, My Life, Parents
Chili's, ChOu and an Annoying Human Being
Mess created by Vanessa Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 6:59 PM
Just got back from work ..
Damn tired ..
Stand whole day ..
Walk whole day ..
Serve whole day ..
Went to Maybank today ..
zzz! They told me I can't open an account cause they have a lot of people waiting for the ATM card ..
Was asked to come back the next day ..
Annoying !
____________________________________________________________________
ChOu ChOu came during my lunch break today .. =D
He wasn't happy .. =(
Cuz I was rushing ..
Making it like as tho I have no time for him ..
Sigh ..
I wish I have more time for you .. =S
I am sorry ..
After break, he went for a movie while I worked till 5 then met up with him and went back together ..
____________________________________________________________________
Btw, someone is still visiting my blog .. LOL !
Yaya .. Yes yes .. I still read yours ..
Whatever !
Looks like you care a lot about what I say .. LOL
Don't know you lah ..
Say you annoying also you get offended ..
Then what you want ?
You don;t expect everyone to like you right ?
Especially me ..
How can I like you after all the trouble you have given me ?
Somemore adding me on MSN before this for no effing reason !
I memang like to 批评 you ..
You notice it too .. Not bad =)
Damn tired ..
Stand whole day ..
Walk whole day ..
Serve whole day ..
Went to Maybank today ..
zzz! They told me I can't open an account cause they have a lot of people waiting for the ATM card ..
Was asked to come back the next day ..
Annoying !
____________________________________________________________________
ChOu ChOu came during my lunch break today .. =D
He wasn't happy .. =(
Cuz I was rushing ..
Making it like as tho I have no time for him ..
Sigh ..
I wish I have more time for you .. =S
I am sorry ..
After break, he went for a movie while I worked till 5 then met up with him and went back together ..
____________________________________________________________________
Btw, someone is still visiting my blog .. LOL !
Yaya .. Yes yes .. I still read yours ..
Whatever !
Looks like you care a lot about what I say .. LOL
Don't know you lah ..
Say you annoying also you get offended ..
Then what you want ?
You don;t expect everyone to like you right ?
Especially me ..
How can I like you after all the trouble you have given me ?
Somemore adding me on MSN before this for no effing reason !
I memang like to 批评 you ..
You notice it too .. Not bad =)
Annoying
Mess created by Vanessa Wednesday, October 8, 2008 @ 9:51 PM
Some people just like being a pain in the ass ..
I just don't understand why ..
Is like people are happy with what they have and because you don't have it you have to make a big fuss and try to destroy what other people is having .
Why ?
Because of jealousy ?
Because you love doing so ?
Or because you can't get what you want ?
Don't you think that you are being just nothing but a pain to everyone else especially the one who you are doing it to ?
I just don't get it .
If you can't choose to let go they why did you pick that thing up at first ?
Such a pain .
I am so tired of you .
Annoying P-E-S-T !!
I just don't understand why ..
Is like people are happy with what they have and because you don't have it you have to make a big fuss and try to destroy what other people is having .
Why ?
Because of jealousy ?
Because you love doing so ?
Or because you can't get what you want ?
Don't you think that you are being just nothing but a pain to everyone else especially the one who you are doing it to ?
I just don't get it .
If you can't choose to let go they why did you pick that thing up at first ?
Such a pain .
I am so tired of you .
Annoying P-E-S-T !!
Heal Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee ~
Mess created by Vanessa Saturday, October 4, 2008 @ 9:32 PM
ChOu ChOu is coming back tomorrow ! =P
I am suppose to be happy .. No ? xD
______________________________________________________________________
Starting work on Monday ..
I am feeling kinda lazy now .. Thinking that I have to go for training for about 1 or 2 weeks .. Serving people later on .. Taking orders .. Bla Bla Bla ..
But .. Is Chili's !
I mean .. it should be nice working there .. No ? =P
Hopefully my leg recover soon enough ..
At least I can walk with lesser pain ..
And also my shoulders ..
Please heal faster ..
I need to work =(
I am suppose to be happy .. No ? xD
______________________________________________________________________
Starting work on Monday ..
I am feeling kinda lazy now .. Thinking that I have to go for training for about 1 or 2 weeks .. Serving people later on .. Taking orders .. Bla Bla Bla ..
But .. Is Chili's !
I mean .. it should be nice working there .. No ? =P
Hopefully my leg recover soon enough ..
At least I can walk with lesser pain ..
And also my shoulders ..
Please heal faster ..
I need to work =(
0 Bla Bla Bla Labels: ChOu, Job, My Life
Sorry is all that I can say
Mess created by Vanessa Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 1:45 PM
All I can say now is sorry ..
I don't know what else I can say to make u feel better ..
I know I hurt u ..
But the way you are acting back at home hurts me as well ..
I felt left out ..
I felt being not important ..
I felt that everything comes before me ..
Sigh ..
I hope you'll be here for me at all times ..
0 Bla Bla Bla Labels: ChOu, EmO
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- Simple girl who loves the company of her darling. Loves the comfort of her room. I am simply a girl who can spend most of the time in the room doing practically nothing. Loves traveling A LOT especially the beaches. Hates being pushed around. Hates being what people wants her to be. I am who I am and I will not change for anyone.
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