Just For You

Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

I admit I don't have many friends like you do ..
Why do you even bother anyway ?
Is my life ..
I can choose who I want in my life ..
And if that person want or do not want to be in it also have got nothing to do with you ..
But I'll definately not choose you :)
So why do you even bother to know who is in it and who is not ?
Sometimes I just don't understand you ..
I do what I want in my life ..
You do what you want in yours ..
And who say I was talking about you all this while ?
I guess you over reacted a lil bit :)
But nevermind .. You are the way you are :)

YOU !

You are the most annoying human that I've ever met !
No one in this world that I have met have you attitude !
If I can, I would have already slapped you !
If you think you are damn smart and that you can win everyone and get everything you want then I am sorry .. You will be the one losing everything and everyone at the end !
If you want to act like the way you are now don't act in front of me !
If you cross the limit I will give you a nice one !
Who cares who you are and who is supporting you ?!
I don't give a damn !
Stupid annoying asshole !

FUCK YOU !

THIS IS MY BLOG !!
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EVEN CARE ?!!?
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT SOME MORE ?!
KNNCCB !
YOU COME AND VIEW MY BLOG FOR NUTS ?!
I WANT TO VIEW BUT DID I MENTIONED ANYTHING ABOUT YOU TO ANYONE ELSE ?!
NO RIGHT ?!!?!
THEN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EVEN BOTHER ?!
FUCKING BITCH !

I Don't Know What The Title Should Be

Once again I am confused .
This always happens when you are not by my side .
Why ?
I guess is because I am confused yet afraid .
When I was there today, I asked you one question .
"Who are you texting ?"
Then you replied " Her "
I don't know if you realised that I was upset after that and turned away .
I was really upset .
But when I think of it properly, now that I am nothing to you .
I shouldn't be upset .
I should be happy instead because you are happy with her .
No matter how we will turn out to be in the future, I did hope that you will be happy as always .
I know I disturbed your conversation with her today .
Sorry is all I can say .
I don't know why did you followed me to the hospital today .
Maybe is just to make me happy .
Or maybe because u pitied me .
Whatever reason it is, I don't think is that you love me .
You've never said it since 2 weeks back .
I just hope I get an answer as soon as possible .
I really don't want to be in this kind of situation .
But I don't want you to wait for me to say it out then you tell me what your decisions are .
I just hope everything between all of us will be over as soon as possible .
Now that you have to spend time with both, I don't know who is more important .
I am seriously lost .
I am seriously going crazy for real this time .

Thanks

Thanks ..
Even though I am very confused at this moment ..
But I think I am not the only one ..
I guess you are too ..
But after this, I really hope you know what you want and work it out ..
At least then I'll know how important this is to you .. and me ..
Right now, I think you are as confused as I am ..
Or maybe it is just me ..
Hopefully everything will be known very soon ..
But for now, thanks .. For everything ..
I appreciate it a lot =)

27th of October . The day that I dislike most .

I can't believe that I actually cried while I was having my lunch today ..
I can't believe that you were leaving without letting me know earlier ..
I can't believe that you won't be here for me to hug and cry when I am sad ..
I can't believe that I won't be able to see you anymore ..
You are the first that I've loved so much ..
I am going to miss you badly ..
I love you ..
And always will ..

To ChOu ChOu

At this time of last year you were far away from me, wishing that we were together to celebrate this special day of yours ..
At this time of the last year I still remember you told me you were happy with the present that has been given to you ..
At this time of last year I really thought that this day would never come ..
But it actually did ..
I am glad that you are a part of me now ..
Giving me laughter and joy ..
Not forgetting the tears that came out from us because of the fear of loosing each other ..
Not forgetting people who came in and out of our lives doing endless things ..
No matter what happens between us in the future, I always hope that you will be there for me ..
And together we will celebrate this special day of yours next year and many more years to come ..

Happy Birthday Baby ..

<3 you as always =)

Thursday, 16th October 2008

Tomorrow off day =D
I am so happy cause I worked like a mad woman today !
They soaked all the cutlery and plates !
They even covered everything in the whole restaurant because they were soaking all the stuff ..
So those who did the opening of the restaurant today need to put everything back to place + QA + Opening floor ..
And today we have people on leave therefore, not enough staff ._."
Talking about not enough staff at the wrong time ~_~"
I shouldn't be talking about work now because .. I am off tomorrow =P
Don't know what is the plan tomorrow .. But I am sure I have a lot of time with PiGu ChOu ChOu !
For now, Good Night !

Open QA = DAMN TIRING !!

Start work at 9am today ..
And today was my first time opening the QA ..
What is QA ?
Is a place where all the food and everything is being checked before serving it to the customer ..
Before the restaurant opens, everything in the QA has got to be in place so that it will be faster and easier for the food to be sent out ..
In the morning, who ever who does the opening have to take out all the gravy, soups and sauces from the fridge and heat everything up and then check it with the blue color thermometer like thingy .. *is called bio something*
If the gravy or sauce or soup is not up to 170F, then it has got to be re-heated ..
Then the person has got to on all the warmer .. make sure the chips and everything is in place ..
Make sure the plate and knives and spoons are in place ..
Make sure that there is back up for everything ..
If there is no backup, then you have to get it and label everything according to the life spend of the thing ..
Then the person has got to make coffee (2 decanter) and boil water (3 decanter) then send 1 coffee and water to the bar ..
The by the time you finish everything ..
Is almost 11.30am ._.
Then you'll have your 15minutes break and then lunch time = serving time = busy time ._.
By the time you were so busy walking and serving and taking orders in the restaurant , when everything slows down, its already 2.30 - 3pm ..
Later at 4pm, there will be customers again ..
Coming in for happy hour ..
Then .. is time for me to go home ! 5pm ! =)
Today was the first day where I felt like as though I've walk 10km !!
My leg .. *Ouch*
Now, is 8.40pm .. Is time for me to go to bed ..
I've work at 9am tomorrow ._.
I just hope I don't have to open QA again ..
I'll cause havoc again and I'll be dead tired !! =S
Good Night ~ ZzzZZzzz

*Thanks ChOuChOu for everything ^^*