Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it true without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

If Only You Are Alright

If only you are as healthy as before, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you can speak, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you are here with me like you always do, I won't feel the way I do now ..

I wish that you will be here all the time like how you have always been throughout the years ..
I wish that you are not suffering because it hurts me even more to see you that way ..
I wish that you do not have to leave even though you are going to a better place ..

Today is a very special because it is the last festival in the lunar calendar before a new year comes ..
For the first time, you are not at home preparing and cooking for the festival ..
For the first time, you are not going to be at the dinner table with the rest of the family members ..
For the first time, this day is going to be different compared to the years before ..

I miss you .. I miss you very much .. And I know, I am going to miss you even more ..

IT'S FINALLY OVER !!!

Yes !! It's over !!
I've finally finish my foundation !!
I don't have to step into UTAR PD Block anymore !! (if I pass all my papers this semester =S)
Time really flies... I still remember the first time I stepped into UTAR with no friends there till I met so many friends.. I learned a lot during my days in UTAR.. Something which I've never thought I will learn before this.. (that's cuz they are all arts and not science.. LOL ) Everything was just like yesterday..
Most of my course mates will be going to Kampar.. Which means when class starts, I'll only be able to see a few of them.. But at least, I still get to meet Jolyn for another 1 semester and Uree for another 3 more years.. h0h0.. =P
Anyway, is holiday now.. classes will only start on the 8th of January 08.. That means I still have another few more weeks to do whatever I want before I die in degree.. =S
Well, thats all for now.. Getting bored of blogging.. =X
Ciao !!

Dot Dot Dot

Today ...

  • Winnie came back from Singapore!!
  • Went out with Uree, Winnie, Amelia and Jon today for a photography exhibition
  • Got lost with the cab driver trying to find our way to Lorong Gurney
  • The exhibition makes me sad ... there were less than 15 pictures there !! *Do you even call that an exhibition? -_-'' *
  • Stand under the hot sun waiting for the "Rapid"KL bus which took forever to reach
  • Went to Ikano from Kelana Jaya
  • Went to Kim Gary for lunch
  • Took pictures with Uree, Winnie and Amelia *enjoyed editing them =P *
  • Went to Ikea and met Uree's friend * I can't remember his name.. Sorry =S *
  • Sat the LRT all the way back to Sri Petaling and took the cab home
  • Hope and pray that I can sleep tonight

Hope and Disappointment

What is hope?

  • A belief that one has that gives a positive outcome to the thing or event that is going to occur.
What is disappointment?

  • A state where one feels that their hopes or expectations are not met.
Why people have get disappointed?

  • They put too high hopes or expectations on that particular thing or event.
How to overcome disappointments?

  • Do not put too high hopes or expectations on that particular thing or event because without hope, there won't be dissapointment.

True ?

Didn't Know...

Currently...

  • Moodless
  • Sad
  • Unhappy
  • Thinking alot
  • Anything but okay...

I didn't know that you can actually ruin my mood with words you said...

How can all this actually happen?

Since when you are so influential?

I wish I knew.. But no, I don't...

2 weeks away from my finals and yet I am not making the effort to study!!

10th December 2007 - Social Psychology
13th December 2007 - Maths

Just hope that I will study during my study break or there goes my CGPA for this foundation course..
Cuz there is only a day to study / practice my maths before I actually sit for it... It won't be enough since I am so freaking weak at it..

Hopefully we have the RIGHT tips this semester so that I can get at LEAST a B =S


Tell Me Where It Hurts

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
Somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

chorus

(Instrumental)

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Shakeela

This blog entry is specially created for a very good friend, Shakeela...
I received an SMS from her few days back saying that she won't be studying in UTAR anymore.. We will all miss you very much.. Hope to see you soon..
Do call us out for movie or something alright? =P
Take Care!! Love You!! =)

Hate


Why do we actually hate someone? There are many reasons to this I should say...

Hate arises when a person whose interests or opinions consistently conflict with the other person. It also means that if A always conflicts with B, A will tend to hate B because of all the conflicts.

Do we really hate that person? I mean, when you say "I hate you", do you really mean it?

Some of us said it out of anger..
Some of us said it just for the sake of saying it and never mean it..
Some of us said it because they really hate that person to the extend that they tell other people how much they hate that particular person..
As for me, i think it is not necessary for you to hate someone which you don't like.. I mean, friends are better than enemies... Right?

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To the girl who hates me... this for you,

I know you hate for a reason.. but try putting down all those anger and try talking to me.. It's not like I didn't try talking to you.. I tried.. Is just that you don't want to talk to me.. I know you are feeling really stressed up these few weeks cause your exam is just around the corner, but that doesn't mean that you can let all your anger out on me..

If I am really brainless, I wouldn't be here typing all this things and wouldn't be able to fight for my rights the other time i argued with you.

Let go the hatred against me or everyone else that you hate, you will feel better because by then you will have more friends than before..

Take care =)

Semester 2

Semester 2 has started for almost a week now... I only have 2 subjects this semester... Yes, I am glad that I have only 2 subjects but the subjects that I'll be having will kill me for the next 6 weeks!!

I have MATHS!! MATHS !! How bad can that be? Is Mathematics for Business and Social Science!! I can totally die this semester! =.=" The lecturer is ok... At least I understand what is he trying to explain.. Another lecturer told us (Joe, Uree, Shaki and I) that our maths lecturer is quite an experience lecturer.. At least he knows how to conduct the classes and make us understand what he is teaching... No?

Besides maths, I will also be taking Social Psychology... I have to say that our social psychology lecturer looks like a student! O.O yes! Even her voice sounded like one!! =X But at least, I understand what she is teaching... She is definitely BETTER than our sociology lecturer.. Anyone agree with me? =P

So far the lecturers that we have this semester is not too bad... Hope that it will be like this throughout the semester cuz I need to score this semester! My CGPA can anytime drop to 2.XXXX!! I DON'T want that to happen or I'll be dead.. =S

I can finally BREATHE!!!

Oh yes!! I can finally breathe after 2 weeks of exams!!I was suffocating during the whole exam period!! I don't like this semester and I am so glad that it has finally come to an end!

First paper was Sociology...It was really really really really (x1000000000000 times) terrible!!! How can some people actually come up with all this kind of questions?! Maybe the paper is easy to some people.. But definitely not me... I guess I don't have the foundation of this subject I guess... And if i were to fail this paper, I just hope that the lecturer setting this question is not him! And if i see him again around campus... I might just kill him!

Web Page Design was not too bad... The question was ok.. Not as tough as I thought it was... Our lecturer, Mr. Edwin is such a wonderful lecturer... I mean, where can you find such patient lecturer that keep repeating what you don't understand during lecture until you understand it?

Writing for Mass Communication... Gosh... All the press release.. press invite.. news stories... Gah! I can finally forget all of them! =P

Writing for Business... Letters, Memorandum, Grammar, Vocabulary... English english and more english =S

Marketing and Management... Not too bad... At least I get to answer... I don't expect much from these 2 papers cause I studied it last minute...

I am very very very very very SURE that my CGPA is going to drop like people skiing down from the mountain!! =S
I just hope that it will not turn out as bad as I thought it will turn out to be.. =S

Busy Busy Busy

Been very busy lately... Assignments, presentations then assignments and presentations again..
Finally I can have this week free with no assignments and presentations... BUT!!! Finals are around the conner... Starts on the 10th of September and ends only on the 25th!!

Semester 2 is coming to an end and I have definitely learned a lot more this semester. Throughout this semester, I learn that there are many different types of people around me. From nice to meanie people!!

Those nice people that I've encounter is definitely my darlings! They are always the best!! Why? Thats because they are always there whenever I need them! Anywhere, anytime! Oh, and they are people who always listens to all my grumblings and etc etc.. =P

As for those meanie people, there is definitely more than one. I am not going to mention names here because there was once where one of my lecturer told me that is not good to mention names on blogs.. I mean when you want to say something bad about that someone.. Hehe! Which is true.. Because if lets say that person reads your blog... You are DOOMED!! No?

Okay.. As I was saying, MEANIE people! How do they act when they are around you? They act INNOCENT! Some of them act like they DON'T HAVE A CLUE ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO SAY... Some of them when they argue, they just raise their voice thinking that you will be scared of them when you are actually not.. Some of them (actually not some but one =P) will just say " Don't act so innocent, I know what you did *when*" Hello? I don't know what on earth are you trying to say... I have no idea when is the *when* you are talking about.. I don't remember anything I did before that which is similar to what you did.. Moreover, you asked for everything that we did.. Not me! Not us!

Gah... Enough of all these meanie people.. If I were to talk more about these people, it is going to take me ages to finish this entry.. Lol...

Final exams are around the conner, wishing all those people who will be sitting for their exams all the best and good luck!! =P
I won't be blogging that often because I haven't been studying properly for this semester! Need to work harder!!


Taken from Cherrie's blog

You Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart

You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.
It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.
You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.
You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!


Your Brain is Green

Of all the brain types, yours has the most balance.
You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver.
You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).


Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.


Your Pride Quotient: 30%

You're a little prideful, but nothing out of the norm.
Like everyone, you enjoy attention. But you're also good at sharing the spotlight!

Thank You!!

This post is specially for my darlings, Jolyn, Uree, Christine and Shaki...

Thanks for the present that you all gave me...

I love it ! And I love you guys too!! =Pp

Life in UTAR would be dull without all of you...

Without you guys around, there will be NO :

  • Loud laughter in UTAR, in bus and basically everywhere

  • Captain Jack Sparrow walk (Jolyn, u can do the best Captain Jack Sparrow walk EVER!)

  • WTC! (Uree came up with this to replace some words which we can't say in front of Mommy Jolyn)

  • New language to learn- Tamil (pochi, pandi, etc etc), Shaki's language

  • Walking in the rain and yet have so much of fun

  • Yelling at people calling them "LOSERS!!" - Jolyn

  • "Don't look at me like you are judging me" - Uree

  • Nasi Lemak for most of the meals in UTAR

  • Great assignment group members!!

See! What more can I ask from them? They are just AWESOME!! Muacks!!

Mass communication Assigment- Press Conference

Saturday(21st July 2007) - 2days before the press conference

Met Shaki and Christine at the Asia Jaya LRT station at about 9 or 10am... Waited for Uree a while then she text us to ask us to go ahead first because she is going to be late... So we went and fetch my sis from Taman Jaya LRT station and then went to Parkson and waited for Uree to arrive...

After that we went and buy all the ingredients needed and then went back home... Before starting our work, we went for lunch at the cafeteria downstairs next to the swimming pool...

Bottom is the picture of us coating the brownies and cleaning up...


Pictures taken on Saturday(21st July) while making the chocolate

Uree and Christine stayed over that night and we went and watch Vacancy that night at about 11+pm... After movie, we went down to KL and passed by all the clubs... That night was fantastic! But it would be even better if I can stay a lil later... =(

Taken after movie-Vacancy

Monday (23rd July 2007) - Press conference Day

We were the 1st host group to do the press conference... Overall, I think the press conference was ok... It wasn't bad! Well, at least Miss Gertrude didn't say anything much about it... Haha!!
Oh ya! And thanks to daddy... We had a nice design package and also mocked cheque!! =P

Ok, picture time...


Sorry Jo, I have to put the pictures below... Is just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!! =P


Cute? =)

Thats all for now... Too lazy to type.. Ciaoz!!

25th July 2007-Sociology test

I am suppose to be doing my Web Page Design Assignment now but I got tired of all the stupid HTML coding… Argh!! The hotspot thingy isn’t working! I hate it when I can’t get the code right! HTML is just like Maths! If you get the codes right, then is fun… if you tried so many freaking times and you still can’t get that freaking code… that is when you just feel like throwing the whole book away!! =Pp

Anyway, I had Sociology mid term test today…

I didn’t study for it.. I SERIOUSLY didn’t study… Whenever I try reading the book, is like as though the book let out some “sleeping gas” or something… It makes me feel SUPER sleepy!! It reminds me of how I used to study for HISTORY and ended up falling asleep!! Haha!!

Anyway, our sociology lecturer told us last week that we will have our test during lecture but when we asked him today, he told us that the office doesn’t allow therefore he have to set the time later because we have to wait for other streams to finish their class…

So our (Uree, Christine, Shaki, Theyv and I) plan was canceled due to the test… we were suppose to go to Memorial Tunku Abdul Rahman today to look for information for Management Assignment which is going to due in another 2 weeks if I am not mistaken… Management Assignment and Web Page Design Assignment is due on the same week… (I think) After that should be all the presentations… *sigh*

Hmm… What else do I have next week?

Ohya! Not forgetting, Web Page Design presentation during lecture! Need to do a lot of reading on that… *sigh*

Anyway, where was I? Ohya! Sociology test!

Our test starts at 3pm and ends at 4pm… The test was held at PE007… When it was almost time, we (Jolyn, Uree, Shaki, Christine and I) walked to the canteen to get ice creams before walking to PE block..

By the time we reached there, it was still early so we waited in an empty classroom where Shaki became our Sociology lecturer… We asked a lot of questions and make all kinds of jokes!!

At 2++ almost 3, we were allowed to enter the lecture room… Our sociology lecturer invigilated us together with this staff/lecturer with serious attitude problem… In fact, I think most of their staffs and some of the lecturers have serious attitude problems!

She came in the class, the first thing she did…she yelled like a mad women who just ESCAPED from Tanjung Rambutan! We have ears and we are not deaf… If you want to shout, you don’t have to use the microphone… when you shout, your voice is loud enough to be heard by the whole class…is not like you are at an open area or something… Noise travels through the channel… Which means noise travel through the classroom… If you wanna use the microphone, then SPEAK… not YELL … Hello? Eardrums are sensitive… Once it is torn, you can’t replace them…

Moreover we (Jolyn, Uree, Christine, Shaki and I) were just speaking SOFTLY… is not like we can make the whole classroom noisy right? If you want to scold us, you don’t have to use the microphone… we are sitting right in front of you and you don’t have to give us that kind of stare… You don’t respect other people and you expect people to respect you? So what if you are elder than all of us? This doesn’t mean that you can scold and stare as you wish… We are no longer secondary school kids… we know how to fight for our own rights… Oh and not forgetting, without us (students) you won’t be able to get your salary!

The staffs here seriously have those tidak apa attitude… I went to the office a few times… those staffs there, they just SIT at their chairs and couldn’t even be bothered to walk to the desk and help you… This is an OFFICE for god’s sake… When there is someone at the desk, you are supposed to walk up to the desk and help that particular person even though he/she is just a student! Arghh!!

Okay, enough of all these craps! Need to get back to work! Ciaoz!

Nothing much..

Been busy with mass comm. assignment these few days.. There is so much to do but yet so little time!!

We just found out that our press conference is next week Monday!!

Shaki was shocked that she kept asking Ms Gertrude the same question! Haha..

Well, I’ll upload the photos of the press conference and our product as soon as possible!!

That’s all for now.. Need to start working on the design!!

Ciaoz!

Stevie Wonder - That's What Friends Are For

Verse 1
And I
Never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today
And than if you can't remember.....


Chorus
Keep smilin'
Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me
for sure
that's what friends are for

In good times
And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Verse 2
Well you came and open me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you....


Ohhh and then
For the times when we're apart
Well just close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can't remember....Ohhhhh


(Repeat chorus 3x)


(Stevie talking)
Mmmhmm thats what friends are for mmmhmm yea


So, are you my friend or more than that?

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Today Jolyn represented TB2 and told Miss Getrude that we want to stick back to our own groups.. Which means 4 groups and not 6 She said she is ok with it but from the look of her face, something tells you that she is not happy about it.. We also told her that we would make sure we have something to talk about for the assignment!! Everyone felt so much better! Well, at least the few of us do.. Haha..

Marketing Test tomorrow!! And I just don’t have the mood to study! I am having a terrible headache now and whatever I study, will not get into my brains and store there! It will just go in, and then come out.. Great isn’t it?

I just hope that our Sociology lecturer will just stop craping during his class so that I can study for the Marketing test!!

Good Luck to everyone who will be sitting for their test!! =)

Ciaoz!!

MASS COMM

I HATE MASS COMM!!

How can you just change your mind out of a sudden and expect your students to follow everything you say?
We are not some FREAKING JOURNALISTS!!
We do not work for deadlines!!
We are just STUDENTS!!
You cannot expect us to choose a new topic in less than 24 hours and expect it to be good since you said you have high expectations on all your students..
You should have told us that you want 6 groups last week, not this week!!
How do you expect us to choose a new topic in such short time when we have other things to do besides mass comm?!

My mood totally went down the drain today when you told us that you know?!
*well, not only me.. Jo and Uree too..*

We planned everything already and now we have to do it all over again?!
Do you know how much of brain cells did you killed?!
Separating our groups is so NOT a good thing.. * sigh*

Gosh.. I hate this! :'(

What do we do during socialogy class?

Socialogy class is the WORST class ever!!
This is actually one of the six subjects which I actually looked forward in this semester and it end up to be the WORST subjects ever thanks to our part-time lecturer who thinks that his teaching is fantastic!! He speaks like a CHINA man!! Begger BEGS became begger BAKES! This is one of the many mistakes which he made and that I remember...
Therefore, nobody can blame me that I don't listen to him and that I doodle in his class!
These are a few things which I doodle with in his class....








Jo's is below...


Uree's, Jo's and mine..We did this during Socialogy Tutorial class today..

Can anyone just pity us? Sigh... Why do we get such terrible lecturer? Socialogy is suppose to be an enjoyable subject!!!

Nilai

Went to my cousin sister's house at Nilai for DURIANs yesterday!!!
Her husband's sister has got an orchard there.. So we ate durians that were fresshly picked the day before! The durians there were DELICIOUS!! Thinking about it makes me feel like eating more! Yummy!! =Pp

Anyways, before we went to Nilai, my family and I went to Kinrara (i think) to buy jelly cake for my nephews!! They just LOOOOOVE jelly! especially the younger one! Haha!!

The Jelly cake we bought for Ah B...

Ah B waiting impatiently to cut the cake!

Ah B and his brother Ah Hock

Ohya, before cutting the jelly cake, we went to this Dragon Fruit farm!! The farm is soooooooo HUGE!!! There were so many Dragon Fruits in there!! And I've never seen a Dragon Fruit tree until that day!!

Dragon Furit Tree!

The fruit!
After leaving the farm we went home for jelly then went for dinner at a restautrant somewhere in Nilai at about 8pm.. We left Nilai and head back to KL at about 10pm at night and reached home at about 11pm..

Thats all for now.. Didn't get enough sleep last night and I am soooo sleepy now! I am getting out of here! Good Night!!

I want to go!!!!! *sniff*

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Had test for Web Page Design today... 50 objective question in 45 minutes.. I guess it was not that tough.. But who knows, I might be wrong.. Maybe what I think is right might turn out wrong and what I think is wrong might turn out right.. Haha.. There are questions which I don't know how to answer so I just simply tembak..Uree saw and she started laughing..Well, we can't copy! Our questions are the same but the numbering is different.. so there is 3 sets of different numbering papers going around the whole lecture class so there is no other choice but to tembak..

On this coming Wednesay, 26th June, there will be a Management Studies test... 6 subjective questions.. 4 chapters *faints*
Need to go for dinner now..Then will be coming back home to study for Management Test! Argh!! I HATE tests!!

This is Funny!!!




Monday, 18th June 2007


UTAR system is TERRIBLE!!

During Web Page Design our lecturer told us that our tutorial classes will only start on the 6th week onwards... Then everyone was like, "What?!!?6th week?" Then the lecturer said "Yeah, starting on the 6th week and all of you will be having DOUBLE tutorial classes until we can catch up with the tutorials" Then we were like " WHAT?!!?"He also said that we don't have enough venues... If they don't have venues now, then will they have venues on the 6th week?? UTAR staffs thinks that we are 3 years old kid? We don't know how to think? There are so many empty class rooms!! If they don't have enough venues then they shouldn't have except so many students right? Or at least put them in Kampar or something.. They except so many students and they don't have venue?? They should know how many students can they accomodate right?? Maybe there isn't enough lecturers/tutors and they don't wanna tell us that.. If you were to cramp everything up on the 6th week onwards then our timetable will be PACKED and we will have MID TERMs and also ASSIGNMENTS due.. How are we suppose to study? They (UTAR) don't expect US (students) to just keep quiet right? Even one of my classmate's parents tried calling UTAR but they didn't pick up.. Now Jo said that she wants to send and email or something... I just hope she does.. Then I hope they will do something about it..

As we (Uree, Jolyn, Shaki and I) were on our way to PB because Shaki needs to go for a job interview there, we were talking about how terrible their system is.. We even said that we wanted to kill those staff who passed by.. Haha!! Jolyn was sooooooooooo angry! She was really really pissed! Haha!!

Anyway, after Shaki got back...we went to Jaya Mall again.. We went to this mamak nearby and ate our lunch.. After that Jo said she want to go to Digital Mall awhile to check how much is the phone her sister wanted.. While Jo was checking on the price, Shaki went to this shop where they have this Mac Computer with a build-in webcam.. She was busy playing with that where soon Jo joined her.. This is a photo of the both of them..



Ohya! After taking that photo, Shaki asked the shop guy if they can get that photo.. LOL!!

We went to Jaya Mall after that... The first stop was to Psalms Oasis..

Jo bought something for her bf, her sister and herself..as for me, I bought four buttons for him, my sister and myself.. Ohya! Uree also bought something! She bought a box!

Our 2nd stop was to Popular book store! Shaki wanted to get a file but she end ur leaving empty handed..

Our 3rd stop was to the ice-cream shop just outside jaya.. Uree and I bought the same ice-cream.. If I am not mistaken is called Rocky Choc or something like that.. Shaki bought Black Forest ice-cream while Jo bought Vanilla *something* cone ice-cream! Sorry, I can't remember the names of the ice-creams..

These are some photos taken at the ice-cream shop..


R-L: Black Forest(Shaki's) , Rocky *something* (Uree's) and Rocky *something* (mine)


The cute thingy at the shop and the girls behind were busy preparing our ice-creams!

At about 3.20pm we left Jaya Mall and went back to UTAR...
Writing for business class was BORING! Our lecturer was teaching us how to write a good paragraph.. It was like an English class!! Very boring! And those people behind were noisy..Haha!! Who can pay attention when it is so boring? *sigh* I tried my best to but I just can't... =(

Then our lecturer got really frustrated with the noise and she said " Who wants to come infront to conduct the lecture?" (as she sits on the chair) then she waited for about 2-3 minutes then after that she just say "since you all know about all this already then I don't have to explain.. that's all.. you all can go home" Then we packed our things and CIAO!
=)

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Had a new Sociology lecturer today and as usual, I wasn't paying attention.. BUT! I was not the only one.. Uree, Christine, Jo, Shaki and most of the people in the class wasn't listening to him as well!! The way he explain things... Gosh... Is like as though he is talking to himself!

After class, we (Uree, Shaki and I) went to the lab before going to PC for badminton!! I was fun!
And we are playing again on Wednesday! This time.. Jo will be joining us!! =D

Okay... I have nothing else better to blog here... I am just waiting for time to pass.. haha!

-End-

Elliot Yamin - Wait For You

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

Planetshakers

Planetshakers will be here on this Sunday, 17th June 2007 but I can't go!! =( Why?? Because it is Father's Day! Every father will definately want their children to celebrate Father's Day with them... So is not nice that I leave my dad with my mum on that special day... Futhermore, my cousin and her family are coming over from Nilai to swim.. So, thats why I can't go... *sigh*

But I really want to go for Planetshakers!! The last time I went was...er...2004? Is sooooooooooooooooooooooo long ago!! I miss it so much!! I feel so nice being there! I just want to be there again...

Anyways, for those who is going... Enjoy yourselves there! =)

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Today I have 4 hours to kill before my next lecture class starts... Well, my class starts at 10am until 12pm today.. Then we have 4hours break before our next class, Writing for Business which starts at 4pm until 6pm..

Since there is four hours of break, Uree, Jolyn, Shakila and I decided to go out for lunch.. We went to Section 14 to have our lunch at McD and then later we went to Jaya... That shopping complex look dead... There is so few people there.. I seriously wonder how those shops there survives.. Lol.. Anyways, as we were walking around we came across this shop called Psalms Oasis.. Immediately when I look at the things inside the shop from the outside, I decided to get something for him.. Is been a very long time since i last gave him things.. Ohya, I also got something for my sister and myself.. The things there are really really nice! I am going to go back again next week.. =D

These are the few things which I bought...





For him...



For my sis...
and...



For me!! =D

Dearest WeyNee...


This blog entry is to my dearest friend, Wey Nee...
On the 6th of June (Thursday) was her last day in UTAR..
We will all miss you.. The class is so quite without you...
All the best in Singapore and do keep in touch..
We will always miss you... Take care~ =)

My personality =)

Results

I got my results on Friday but I was too busy with my cousin sister's wedding so I didn't blog..
My results was better than what I expected.. I thought I might fail both Economics and Accounts..
I was outside when the results came out so Jolyn helped me to check.. When she told me that I got a C+ for both of that subjects, I was sooooooo happy!! I pass all my papers!!! I got 3.1167 for my 1st semester!! I was really happy because I never do well in my exams..Even in my SPM and College.. Haha...

I'll work harder for my next semester... Hopefully my CGPA will be higher =)

To the greatest mom

This post is specially written for the greatest mom :)

"Happy Birthday" means much more
Than have a happy day.

Within these words lie lots of things
I never get to say.

It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.

It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I'm proud of you.

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of you
on this very special day,
Happy Birthday.

Happy Birthday Mummy! =)

If a girl cries...

Read the following... I don't know bout others, but this is true to me :)

If a girl cries for u, if a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore.

If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl won't cry easily, except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.
A girl won't cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please don't give her up, maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cry right in front of you, when she cry bcos of you, look into her eyes, can u see and feel the pain and hurt she is feeling? Think, which other girl have cried with pure sincerity infront of you and because of you?
She cry not because she is weak, she cry not because she wants sympathy or pity, she cry because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, and agony has became a big burden to be kept inside.

Guys, think about it, if a girl cry her heart out to you, and all because of you, its time to look back on what u have done, only you will know the answer to it. Do consider it, because one day, it may be too late for regrets, it may be too late to say "I'm sorry".

To my friends... Ponder this message seriously.
Don't do this to a girl, You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most.

People

Sometimes, I just don't understand how does people actually feels and react..
They can be nice to you for today, and then the following day, they can just act like they don't care and couldn't be bothered.
I realise that the person which is the most important person to you and you think that he/she will be there all the time will also be the person who will hurt you the most. I don't know about others, but this is what happened to me..
Recently I don't know what went wrong, that person has been avoiding me though.. Maybe asking him to care more about me seems wrong.. I really don't know what he thinks.. My mind is filled with questions at the moment.. Hopefully there will be answers to it as soon as possible.

Economic

Tomorrow I will be sitting for this paper.. I don't know how bad I will do..
All I hope for is just a C or maybe a B.. I didn't really study everything although the lecturer gave alot of tips.. I just study as much as I can.. Now I am left with 3 more chapters to go but my brains can no longer take it... It is filled with econs! Well, what to do.. 8 chapters to study in a day is kinda hard for the brain to take it!
That's all for today.. Is time to go to bed! Good Nite!

To that special someone

To that special someone who was always there for me whenever I am in need,

Thank you for being such a wonderful person to me. This song is specially dedicated to you. I hope you will like it =)



Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here's the place to start

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor

Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I'll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how
I need you
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that will let you know

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor

Bridge:
You're the one that
I need in my arms
Believe me these words
I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor