Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it true without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

CHORUS:
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

If Only You Are Alright

If only you are as healthy as before, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you can speak, I won't feel the way I do now ..
If only you are here with me like you always do, I won't feel the way I do now ..

I wish that you will be here all the time like how you have always been throughout the years ..
I wish that you are not suffering because it hurts me even more to see you that way ..
I wish that you do not have to leave even though you are going to a better place ..

Today is a very special because it is the last festival in the lunar calendar before a new year comes ..
For the first time, you are not at home preparing and cooking for the festival ..
For the first time, you are not going to be at the dinner table with the rest of the family members ..
For the first time, this day is going to be different compared to the years before ..

I miss you .. I miss you very much .. And I know, I am going to miss you even more ..

IT'S FINALLY OVER !!!

Yes !! It's over !!
I've finally finish my foundation !!
I don't have to step into UTAR PD Block anymore !! (if I pass all my papers this semester =S)
Time really flies... I still remember the first time I stepped into UTAR with no friends there till I met so many friends.. I learned a lot during my days in UTAR.. Something which I've never thought I will learn before this.. (that's cuz they are all arts and not science.. LOL ) Everything was just like yesterday..
Most of my course mates will be going to Kampar.. Which means when class starts, I'll only be able to see a few of them.. But at least, I still get to meet Jolyn for another 1 semester and Uree for another 3 more years.. h0h0.. =P
Anyway, is holiday now.. classes will only start on the 8th of January 08.. That means I still have another few more weeks to do whatever I want before I die in degree.. =S
Well, thats all for now.. Getting bored of blogging.. =X
Ciao !!

Dot Dot Dot

Today ...

• Winnie came back from Singapore!!
• Went out with Uree, Winnie, Amelia and Jon today for a photography exhibition
  
• Got lost with the cab driver trying to find our way to Lorong Gurney
  
• The exhibition makes me sad ... there were less than 15 pictures there !! *Do you even call that an exhibition? -_-'' *
• Stand under the hot sun waiting for the "Rapid"KL bus which took forever to reach
  
• Went to Ikano from Kelana Jaya
• Went to Kim Gary for lunch
• Took pictures with Uree, Winnie and Amelia *enjoyed editing them =P *
• Went to Ikea and met Uree's friend * I can't remember his name.. Sorry =S *
• Sat the LRT all the way back to Sri Petaling and took the cab home
• Hope and pray that I can sleep tonight

Hope and Disappointment

What is hope?

• A belief that one has that gives a positive outcome to the thing or event that is going to occur.

What is disappointment?

• A state where one feels that their hopes or expectations are not met.

Why people have get disappointed?

• They put too high hopes or expectations on that particular thing or event.

How to overcome disappointments?

• Do not put too high hopes or expectations on that particular thing or event because without hope, there won't be dissapointment.

True ?

Didn't Know...

Currently...

• Moodless
• Sad
• Unhappy
• Thinking alot
• Anything but okay...

I didn't know that you can actually ruin my mood with words you said...

How can all this actually happen?

Since when you are so influential?

I wish I knew.. But no, I don't...

2 weeks away from my finals and yet I am not making the effort to study!!

10th December 2007 - Social Psychology
13th December 2007 - Maths

Just hope that I will study during my study break or there goes my CGPA for this foundation course..
Cuz there is only a day to study / practice my maths before I actually sit for it... It won't be enough since I am so freaking weak at it..

Hopefully we have the RIGHT tips this semester so that I can get at LEAST a B =S

Tell Me Where It Hurts

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
Somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

chorus

(Instrumental)

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Shakeela

This blog entry is specially created for a very good friend, Shakeela...
I received an SMS from her few days back saying that she won't be studying in UTAR anymore.. We will all miss you very much.. Hope to see you soon..
Do call us out for movie or something alright? =P
Take Care!! Love You!! =)

Hate

Why do we actually hate someone? There are many reasons to this I should say...

Hate arises when a person whose interests or opinions consistently conflict with the other person. It also means that if A always conflicts with B, A will tend to hate B because of all the conflicts.

Do we really hate that person? I mean, when you say "I hate you", do you really mean it?

Some of us said it out of anger..
Some of us said it just for the sake of saying it and never mean it..
Some of us said it because they really hate that person to the extend that they tell other people how much they hate that particular person..
As for me, i think it is not necessary for you to hate someone which you don't like.. I mean, friends are better than enemies... Right?

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To the girl who hates me... this for you,

I know you hate for a reason.. but try putting down all those anger and try talking to me.. It's not like I didn't try talking to you.. I tried.. Is just that you don't want to talk to me.. I know you are feeling really stressed up these few weeks cause your exam is just around the corner, but that doesn't mean that you can let all your anger out on me..

If I am really brainless, I wouldn't be here typing all this things and wouldn't be able to fight for my rights the other time i argued with you.

Let go the hatred against me or everyone else that you hate, you will feel better because by then you will have more friends than before..

Take care =)